#read this again

It's New Year's 2018-2019.

I recently bought all the Too Faced palettes and I'm in luv with the glitters. Im slowly getting better and improving my makeup skills.

I get to see Jose in a few hours. I'm feeling hella needy and sad because I miss him so fucking much.

I'm also really excited for the new LimeCrime palette to drop. I've never anticipated/been so excited for a palette to be released. Lol

I'm graduating from school in 2 quarters so that's pretty cool too.

I'm starting off the new year really well, I hope it stays like that.

But most of all, I hope next year I get to have Jose home like we've planned it.

This is just a little reminder for you.

Please never forget how wonderful you are as you, how much perfection is inside you. You are wanted, loved and cared for by others, even if there might be cloudy days that make you feel like you are all alone and unwanted.

I am very glad that you are alive. I appreciate you a lot. 🌷

You deserve all the rainbows and the warmth of the sun, you deserve love and the best. Your existence makes this world shine brighter and we need you here. ☀️

If you are currently struggling in life for any reason, please let me remind you that all rain-storms have an end and so will your bad days. You can make it through everything, because you are strong and deserve the sunny days after the gray clouds are gone. 🌻

I wish you a day or night as ✨special✨ as you are and don't forget to drink enough and take your medications if you need to. 💕🌷

𝐿𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝐿𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝐿𝑜𝑢. ♡