i’m still growing out my hair but i haven’d had llong hair since i realized i was trans (almost 7 years ago) and i’m scared that i’m gonna get really dysphoric about it . but i don’t want to keep short hair bc i also have piercings and a big nose and so the short hair + piercings + nose combo makes people go “ugly girl” instead of “someone trying to look masc”

i hate food

i need a vape. cries

if you have a supportive family actually fuck you (not actually i’m just jealous)

i feel kinda conflicted about my gender sometimes bc i do identify entirely as male but i’m still for some reason so concerned about the fact that imm an “ugly girl”. maybe its bc 99.9% of people still view me as a girl but it makes me feel weird, and i feel like i’m “too immature” to present masc sometimes

did you also develop maladaptive daydreaming as a coping mechanism for the formative years that were stolen from you that you’ll never be able to make up for, completely depriving you of 99% of the experiences that everyone else your age got to have, ripping your education from you, mentally damaging you and effectively ruining your life ?

i’m really disappointed because tomorrow me and my dad were gonna go get lunch anf stuff after i get off work and i thought it was gonna be just the 2 of us but now i think my brother’s coming,,,