The urge to create a rdr reader insert angst fic where Colm O'Driscoll has a secret family that lives in Saint Denis with a wife, you (his eldest daughter), and two younger kids who has no idea who he really is and when you're taking a stroll in the city you think "oh, another hanging is happening, I wonder who it is" and you walk over there and see your dad around the noose and he looks at you and his eyes widen and you're freaking out and yeah