#raymbling

dad is like. lowkey inspiring in that I have a handful of ideas for it, not a lot of time to actually execute them though but the argument scene in the lower facility and saps apologizing to gray in his notes for not being able to save her are the top 2 scenes replaying in my head rn

that second scene especially like. you know that saps has seen so many people he cares about turn, he's failed to cure so many that you'd think he'd be desensitized by it. and while for the most part I'd say he is, I think that scene kinda shows a hint of humanity still left in him

also finding out gray has a crush on mike just makes that sacrifice scene so . so much more devastating. I haven't watched gray's povs but from what I can see from other povs it seems to me she stays hopeful despite everything she's gone through (do cmiiw) like. man. even when she turned she still has her cheerleader spirit in her