#ratorataa

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> Send me a “Dear —” and I will write my honest feelings to them.

Dear Kazari,

     Knowing you, especially if I end up writing a lot, you probably won’t bother reading this so I suppose I can say whatever I want here and have no chance of it ever reaching your eyes. So I suppose this is as good of a location to vent things as any since no one will ever know what is said here.

     I love you. Probably a bit too direct but I was direct since we met. You’re pretty direct yourself in a ring-around kind of way. You’re attractive and adorable and I do desire to protect you if just because you honestly seem to enjoy my company even if you pretend you don’t.

     In that sense I suppose I find it very important that I met you? After all, in this city especially, I don’t have anyone like that. The people I thought I knew outside this city don’t know me so I don’t have a bond I can rely on. It’s what makes me hate this city so much. If they were my friends I’d probably enjoy this place because all-and-all things are not the worst even if I constantly keep being attacked..

     But being alone again just like I most feared is not something that I will bless this city for. Even if I have you, you still don’t prefer to admit things or to be forward and accepting of our situation. It means I still don’t have someone I can feel safe in relying on and finding comfort in.

     I’ll happy be that for you as you need without you asking, but I will keep up my mask of joy for you as much as I can. I’m sure if it ever broke you’d abandon me since that isn’t the man you found some form of attraction to.

     I would suppose that is fair enough and the best. You didn’t seem to have any place to feel safe before this city if you are a greeed, so having one now must be wonderful for you. I had a place for years and I didn’t even choose to take advantage of it so it is my own fault for missing my chance to fix myself.

     I’m going to try to make you a little gift. I’m no good at crafts so I’ll ask Sempai to teach me since he is very good with his hands so it looks decent. It might take me a little time but I promise I’ll get you it.

     You’re really attractive Kazari. You make yellow a very attractive colour. I might have to give it more of a chance; though it always was my favourite colour to have my tie when human. I suppose it’d be only right. A yellow tie close to my heart. I think that’d be a good thing to keep in mind. But imagining you as a tie; that’d be weird, but I’m sure there’s weirder things to do when you’re chronically depressed behind a mask of fake joy.

     I think I wrote enough you’ll just pretend to read it and just burn it later when I’m out of sight or rip it up so no one will know the truth.

                                                                       Sincerely,

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an excited kiss

Teddy didn’t really have time to properly respond as a young man with a shocking mane full of blond hair decided to kiss his face. If he had to surmise his reaction to the action it would be about the same as when he dealt with everything else - which was pretty much nothing.

>Send me “Kiss me, quick!”>12.Old scars

It was weird having gotten so close to the feline so quickly. It was amazing how they went from a sassyfest to fake flirting to actually liking each other? Ah it was weird but Urataros didn’t mind. Falling for an adorable little kitten wasn’t the most terrible thing in the world.

Honestly it wasn’t even close to terrible. Actually pretty fucking good. HE IS SO CUTE DO YOU SEE HIM WHEN YOU PET HIS HEAD? OH HOW PRECIOUS!!!! Plus he is nice to hang around with actually, and just watch him play with other people. That makes him sound more like a pet, but Urataros liked to see him happy because he had a cute face when he smiled or grinned.

But lately, to the master of lies, it seemed a bit forced. Like there was something bothering the kitten inside and he was getting concerned.

Taking aside the cat to the park, to a private part where there was practically no eyes to spot them, he sat the feline down on the nice soft green grass and started to pet his head. Seeing the man freeze up before relaxing made him happy, but this was all for Kazari, not for him, he just wanted to try to relax the man before he did anything so he wouldn’t get spooked.

“Kazari, are you doing alright?” He questioned first as he continued to pet his cuddly head. “I know you don’t want to admit it if something was wrong, but I feel … I feel at this point I would be happy to help you if I can.” Removing his hand from his head he put his arms around the man from behind and kissed the back of his head. The kiss was soft and gentle. Honestly he really was concerned!

“This isn’t much, but since you won’t .. you won’t tell me what’s wrong I’ll just have to try to distract you and cheer you up by making you a pile of red blushy cheeks until you give in and let me in little kitten~”

And he wasn’t going to stop kissing and cuddling with the kitten until he honestly told him to stop because he felt uncomfortable or he gave in and let the turtle help him out.

To: <3Kazari<3

From: Mayu

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