#raquelmrillo

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💗💗💗 OH that’s so CUTE!!! that makes me so happy omg!!! emily is such a sweetheart, i’m so glad to hear she’s got someone as lovely as you in her life!!! and THANK YOU for supporting my derek rambling that means so MUCH to me!!! 💗💗💗

💗💗💗 !!!!! im!!! thank you SO MUCH @raquelmrillo !!!!! 💗💗💗

i am!!!!! so grateful!!! grateful that you thought of me, grateful that you’re happy for me, and grateful that you took the time out of your day to send me this when you did not have to!!!!! thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!! i am enjoying every minute!!!!! 💗💗💗

!!!!! this is. SO SWEET!!! thank you SO much for this message, i had an absolutely incredible birthday and i feel!!! so lucky to be surrounded by lovely people like you!!!!! 💗💗💗

okay yes absolutely but also i have so little faith in the american and british audiences that i think everyone would just end up calling him beeeguhhrn

I BELIEVE IT... i’m strapped in and holding on for dear life

broooooooo i am very much a downhill skier if i EVER had to turn on these potato stick skis i would eat shit in an instant. i am best friends with my edges. i will fall flat on my face. these skinny little skis are not for the weak. i am unaccustomed to “turning” via lifting my whole ass ski. what the fuck is that. i am not used to skis being lightweight. or having my heel come up. shockingly enough the heel thing was the least of my problems? i thought it would be the most. Why are the poles so long. oh right because i’m going UP A HILL not down one. why can’t i use the edges. how do you push off if you can’t use an edge. why is it that you pizza wedge to slow down but you’re not supposed to use your edges. cross country skis can and will break me. both literally and figuratively. my ass is bruised..........