To my so called 'best friend'
You're an attention seeking little whore, no wonder you get so many people willing to fuck you because you're so easy! If you weren't so self obsessed and caught up in what you think is best for other people, you wouldn't have just lost me. That's right, go crawling to the people i've hurt this past week, tell them all about how 'nasty and bitter' i am, which you clearly know i'm not. Make me loose 3 of my closest friends who i literally just got back, and last time i checked you didn't like them and backstabbed each one!
Call me a liar? Love, i think you need a back check cause last time i checked you've lied to every single one of your friends and they've all forgiven you! i do one stupid little thing, like GO OUT ON BONFIRE NIGHT WITH SOMEONE I CARE ABOUT! and you go out ranting and raging, guns blairing without even asking the full detail! and you wonder why i don't tell you anything, cause you go out and tell people the half of the story, make me feel guilty, make me feel useless. Letting people tell me i'm no better than anyone else, the same person who 4 days ago said he'd never met someone like me, someone so different. i know im nothing special but someone saw something that most people brush away.
so cheers mate. cheers for all the times you never walked to my house, i had to walk to yours just to go home again 2 mins later, or meet you halfway cause you 'can't be bothered' no going to lie, i'm not exactly the one who needs the excercise here love. 5 years means nothing these days.
