#rant-ish

I just watched this ep and I wanna yap abt it 🙏

The way that Sun was the only one to still care abt Rosie even after finding out that she betrayed them is so him ❤️‍🩹

I hope that Sun brings Rosie back and helps her redeem herself 🙏 (l also want more Sunnybell moments lol)

The way the shamrocks didn’t even care to question Rosie when they heard that Sun and Moon got kidnapped and went straight into wanting to beat her up was so sad to me 💔

Like you’d think they’d at least try to hear her out a little since she was literally their friend less than 24 hours ago(in the TSAMS universe) 🥲

But instead they didn’t care about how guilty she clearly felt and how many times she said sorry (I do kinda understand why they reacted like that but they were so ruthless with it 😭💔)

Gomer’s ahh should’ve died wayy sooner. If he comes back at all I WILL make a whole ahh rant abt why he’s the worst character of the entire show (aside from Ruin /hj)

Anywayss, here’s this stray cat me and my friends befriended yesterday (we nicknamed her Diva)

Salma Hayek. I was gaslit into thinking she was Revati Moon by some internet argument, but initially I used to vehemently defend her being Uttarabhadrapada. At that time I was getting into Uttarabhadrapada, so everytime I looked at her, Revati felt off for her. Symbolically. I became stubborn about her having Uttarabhadrapada. But I gave up, only for my intuition to be proven right in the end.

Same with Lori Harvey. Although everyone who thought she was Purva Bhadrapada Moon was right too. She is. But I was right to sense Uttarabhadrapada off of her. In ways that only few agreed on. But I was stubborn. I swore she was Uttarabhadrapada. Then I gave up and boom, I'm right later on.

Beyonce is the same. Although I felt so humiliated when the first birthtime gave her Chitra Ascendant. Because I swore she was Ashwini. I had so many pictures of her related to Ashwini for my future speculation posts. I was so, so certain. So when I thought she was Chitra ASC, I gave up with a teardrop and miserably deleted any post which suggested she was Ashwini. I let it go. And later even embraced her being Chitra. And now you're telling me my intuition was right!? Allllll this time?

Now when I embraced her being Chitra ASC, I also let go of my theory of Megan Thee Stallion being Ashwini ASC as well. Although I'm not so stubborn about Megan. My intuition is a flatline when it comes to Megan's Aries ASC. We'll just have to wait and see.

ok so with everything going on rn in the world, do people hate EXTREMIST muslims or do they hate ALL muslims? i feel like it's going to get to a point where everyone hates EVERY SINGLE MUSLIM on the planet instead of just the terrorists and the fanatics

i'm muslim and i hate the regime that's happening in iran for example (but i'm not iranian so i may get things wrong), i'm just worried that all the hate will spread towards muslims like me who just want to have a normal life

don't forget about the cookie jar: even if you are wary of the whole jar, the problem is not solved and will never remain solved as the poisoned cookies will not go away

also, to the people who criticise islam (i'm not throwing shade at you guys, your views are definitely important) why do you do it? is it to get people to leave islam? is it to just help people think more critically about islam and parts of it that are problematic (which is a good thing)? or is it that you just like to see people trip over themselves (once again, i'm not trying to throw shade, i'm trying to understand)

i don't want to leave islam because islam has helped me through some really rough patches, i don't want to throw it all away to religions i don't particularly feel connected to because if i didn't truly believe, i'd be a liar and that would defeat the entire purpose

basically if i put it into one question: if i showed up at your house to say hello or give brownies (because that's something i'd most likely do) and you knew i was muslim, would you slam the door in my face, badmouth me or try to hurt me?

it's a completely hypothetical situation so be honest, i'm not trying to attack anybody, i just want to know what you all think because sometimes i wonder if my existence is a problem right now (>.< don't know how to not make it sound as dark as it's sounding right now but these are my current feelings)

if i didn't feel pain/have pain receptors, i'd have done something drastic i fear, but i'm too much of a coward so there we go, and it's haram anyway :,)

i'm rambling too much ;-;

it's like one of these things that randomly hits you during the day: imagine you're in your chem class and you're doing organic chem questions and then you suddenly remember that 9/11 happened and it was caused by members of your own community

i'm not defending anything but i still feel sad and hurt and honestly mortified

imagine if a group of christians (FOR EXAMPLE) went out and shot a bunch of people just like that (COMPLETELY HYPOTHETICAL, THIS IS NOT A REAL SCENARIO I AM TALKING ABOUT)? then i'm sure that lots of christians would be absolutely horrified, right? and maybe they'd start to question their faith and if it's really loving towards everyone (AGAIN, THIS IS HYPOTHETICAL), so yeah, that's how i'm feeling right now

if there was a painless way to go, i'd lwk take it bc i don't want to live around long enough to see what would happen to my family once everything gets out of control, though i guess for a lot of people it would be something to celebrate

i honestly don't blame you ;-;

idek atp bro, i lwk hate the politicians we have in the world today, i hate khameni and trump and everyone else and i'm scared i'll turn into a bitter, hateful person

i don't want to stop being a muslim but then everyone else will hate me for it

What I did NOT expect, was how much my attraction would change as I worked on things.

I distinctly remember telling my best friend when I came out to her that I wasn't really as attracted to butches/mascs, mostly just feminine women. Three years later, I swear it's flipped. I love butches and tomboys and androgynous lesbians. I like feminine women too, but the pull isn't nearly as strong.

Can't f*cking stand Sparkpelt. "After you left your NAME?!" The name you cared more about-not because it was a name you (or Larksong or Sorrelstripe) gave him, but because it "disrespected" a dead guy you NEVER KNEW.

AND I'VE GOTTA DEAL WITH HER MORE IN THUNDER!?!?!?!?