i wanna stay chubby until the day i die, idc about my fatphobic mother bc girl, you're in the same situation as I am. stop pushing your fuckass diet on me and accept that i won't be slim fit like the others and never will. plus i look beautiful so
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i wanna stay chubby until the day i die, idc about my fatphobic mother bc girl, you're in the same situation as I am. stop pushing your fuckass diet on me and accept that i won't be slim fit like the others and never will. plus i look beautiful so

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People be like "put yourself out there" but there's crickets when you do and you still get nothing in return
People expect you to give pieces of yourself and be more palatable for others but none of that is expected to be given to you in return
You say or do the wrong thing or turn out to no be as "easy" as they thought you were and they'll leave you
They'll forget about you like you never existed
All that time and effort you put in was wasted and you're all alone to realize the only person who gives a fuck about you is you and you just gotta do what you can to stay stable and get through the day
make sex education necessary for anyone writing fanfics because wtf do you mean you think the womb gets penetrated BEFORE the cervix?
had a good day, then it turned to a bad day and now I really need my own Lloyd Montgomery Garmadon.
My driving instructor is no longer teaching automatic lessons and I have to wait to see which new instructor will I be getting for driving lessons. And it is all because of a goddamn gearbox costing too much to fix in his car and he has more manual students than automatic ones!
i can't bring myself to send this to her and i know she's never going to see this anyway but i have to put this somewhere or i might explode.
okay i know there's no world where this comes across as constructive, and i'm surely ruining any chances of you following me back, but it's driving me crazy! maybe i am barking at the wrong tree because a lot of people use tumblr as their diary/journal, and maybe you aren't like this in person, but from everything i've seen it really feels you are using your misery as a shield to keep people as far away from you as possible!
you are genuinely so funny, and passionate about interesting things, but 85% of what you post is about your suffering! and i understand because i was doing the exact same thing not even three months ago, and what you've had to go through really fucking sucks, and i'm really sorry. but you're in a brawl with a tower shield parrying every blow and begging someone, anyone, to hit you! stripping the metaphor for clarity, you're so afraid of being hurt that you aren't letting people in close enough to love you.
it's the dumbest boomer shit in the world to say but you really do have to grab life by the balls and kick and kick and fight for the things you want instead of just telling everyone how badly you want them! to be loved is to be vulnerable is to be open to being hurt, there is no cake that you can eat too.

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I'm having a tiring day at work and I crave to vent. Can't vent to friends because they cut me off to vent to me when I don't get any vent out. Vent to coworkers which helps a little bit but they have to get back to work and I'm still pent-up. Can't vent to mom because despite everything I'll say she just says I don't read the Bible as much as I should and I'll be left behind during the Rapture to suffer for 7 years.
Guess I'll have to schedule that CBT appointment after all (and I really don't want to because it'll involve my emotions and deep-seated pain and I'm REALLY NOT ready for that right now or ever because I'M TIRED OF FEELING THINGS).
Saw a TikTok that was like “when I want to complain about my job but I don’t want to sound like *those people*” and it showed that one video from I think 2021 or maybe 2018-19 with the caption of “when I have to make an adult’s milkshake” with a Starbucks barista and the thing is it doesn’t matter what you complain about, how you frame it or if you act “nice” or something people on the internet will get offended and mad at you regardless and tell you “why don’t you just do this?” “No that’s the job you signed up for” “then quit” blah blah blah blah!! So annoying!!