#ramblrer

i love being a part of nerdfighteria and the phandom!!!

people who are full of themselves and try to constantly refute those who talk shit about them contrarily end up looking desperately trying to hide that they're insecure i look at celebrities engaging with random strangers and go wow they're really bad at this cos the more u engage with them the more they engage with you and that's exactly what u don't want??? it's hard to stop yourself from responding to people who r opinionating but seriously every time a famous person has done this it has backfired and imploded in their faces and also fueled people from just commenting in passing to knowing that the person they're criticising would see it and making it more personal and directed they should find other ways to get those out (this is why singers have it the best right they can write clapback songs addressed to the miscellaneous haters)

wonderful thing about being a multi fan is that it's easy to abandon a sinking ship when you have a million other yatches ready for you

how do i stop being grossed out by harmless bugs and worms? we share a world with them, and i share balconies and backyards with them. the irrational response and spike of digust is definitely one in the laundry list of symptoms of my mental issues but this one in particular is reinforced by society a lot more than the others are.

i love queerbait as much as queer romances especially when it's intended to be a bromance instead of being too pussy to commit and tiptoeing around queerness to cater to a larger audience without alienating anyone ik im biased but homoerotic friendships hold more water than an actual relationship in my little lesbian life and i like seeing that explored on screen there are so many girlfriendships of mine who i love dearly and would never date but i do have a crush on them that's definitely more than just the platonic

staying organised and archiving things is so much work

nothing wrong with teenagers and young adults acting their age on the internet they think adults are lame no one gives a fuck about fandom elders no gives a fuck if u built this space you are not more deserving of respect just because of your age your experiences don't make your opinions more valid a i was 15 calling 20 year olds hag on kpoptwt im 21 now and i grew out of like everyone inevitably does as they grow older there's no need to sound like boomers who miss being kids and there hate on every generation after theirs. get a job get another job invest in the stock market do SOMETHING other than engaging in petty fan discourses and demanding people *checks notes* not call you unc and chopped

when there are thoughts floating around but i can't manage to put them into words... why... whyyyyyy