#rainworldkin

when my family was attacked, I didn’t try to save them. I just hid and walked away. I didn’t even feel much grief over it. I just… left. Maybe I felt guilt for not even hesitating, for not even caring nor grieving, but I never missed them. I never loved them at all. (They didn’t do anything. I was just incapable of love.) to be honest, part of me was even glad that I didn’t have to deal with them any longer. That’s the obvious example.

And then there’s… ascension. I don’t think I really ascended. I turned into another weaver. I really hate how the fandom frames ascension as “death”, because it’s not, but I definitely had no wish for it in that life. I missed Spinning Top sometimes, but not enough to join them. I didn’t mind. I got the opportunity to fulfill my purpose. To sew the world back together. I don’t regret it.

— the watcher, rain world

And, even now, where it would be presumably safe to do so, I still cannot describe what it was. In going from a supercomputer the size of an island; god on earth; to a small animal, many things are lost in translation. I no longer have the processing power to truly understand what it was.

I don’t feel guilty so much as I feel disappointed… I am from the base game canon, and The Saint was not my solution. But it still gives me closure to know that, eventually, in some universe, the others were able to shed the cycle.

-Sliver of Straw, Rain World

That's my husband that's not my mother stoppp

-Watcher

Tdlr: talking to my family feels like talking to strangers who are these people MF I DON'T KNOW YALL

-Watcher (rainworld) fictionkin

guardians ,, while cool ,, are annoying assholes. you were made to prevent creatures from ascending , i was born to help them ascend. soooooo GET OUT OF MY WAY

~ The Saint , Rain World #LSB🎉

I wonder what my sourcemates think of me now sometimes.! I wonder if I was a good friend to them, or if they miss me as much as I miss them., I miss Watcher quite a bit,. It was the only one who was there for me, but it never felt like they cared much for me, yknow?

-The Prince, Rain World

-Five Pebbles

(Also, on the behalf of another fictive of ours, it feels so awkward being a fictive or fictionkin or really anything of a character from a small indie series where the characters are the creator's ocs, and the creator will likely see any posts about the source media. And it's probably unlikely we'll find any sourcemates, or anyone who even knows what the media is. Sighh)