10/11/11- Diary.
So today was a mixed day.
Saw someone very close to me who I'm not gonna see for quite a while. Sad times.
Annoyed one of my friends by cancelling on her for a trip to Southampton. I feel bad but I realised I couldn't justify myself going as I'd either have to miss lectures and seminars (I'm already struggling with my course) or spend £36 on appropriately timed trains. To be fair if I had got my ass in gear earlier I could've got the tickets for cheaper. I R DOUCHE.
Got some of my work done for my Cult Crit essay. The prep pretty much done.
Builders coming tomorrow at 9 o clock. Always awkward. Gonna be tired as feck.Â
But an early start should give me the incentive to do loooooooads of work, non? Perhaps. We'll see. Â
I miss my ex every day. I think I'm turning a corner though. My mind and emotions are so chaotic right now. In a few months I'll look back and say I did the right thing. Right now the memories are so overpowering that if I start remembering the break up I get distraught and self hating for hours.
I've become motivated with muscle building of late but lazy with running, as such I've put on a few pounds of fat and of muscle. I have a hamstring and knee injury so long distance running is tricky.
Entered a competition to get in the Paris marathon in March. If I do it'll be HOOOGE. We will see.Â
Also the new series of the mentalist started in the UK; very good episode but it was solved all too easily for me.
Also also bought the Lion King to watch with my sister (though mainly to watch for myself, 'cause I love it.)
