#rainbun

yes, I’d say some of my opinions on them have changed. lets go down the list shall we?

Jade: me and jade are cool now. I know, shocking right? well, I can’t say we’re completely cool, we still have some opposing opinions. but that’s fine! I still respect her and honestly feel bad for how I treated her in my video.

the best way I can describe jade is (don’t get mad at me pls) someone who doesn’t know when to quit. which is very good in this situation though! I find her dedication to be admirable, especially since this entire drama makes me want to nap and never touch the internet again. plus, we have a lot of things in common, which is something I’m sure isaac felt threatened by.

when I was chatting to jade back in march, isaac would constantly bring up the thing jade said to him and how she doesn’t deserve my kindness. that didn’t stop me from trying to be civil with her though and I think he really hated that. well jokes on you isaac because jade is awesome and epic.

Lurk/LurkingDoll: I genuinely know nothing about this person, I am being so, SO real. I only really brought them up because of the grooming accusation and then trying to say me liking older (FICTIONAL) men was part of it. it wasn’t, again, I’d much rather kiss grunkle stan sloppy style than ever kiss an irl old man. that’s really all I can remember about them tbh so yeah uhhh they’re okay I guess

Rainbrownies/Rainbun: again, I don’t really know much about this person, sorry. all I know is that they had some sort of blow up with hanadji and the others so they don’t talk to them anymore. I hope they’re okay, especially considering how genuinely upset they seemed about isaac’s art.

Duncan/DuncanDonuts: don’t even get me started on this guy. I don’t regret saying what I said to him, or regret calling him out on the shit he’s done. duncan is genuinely a pathetic excuse of an adult who doesn’t know how to handle his audience of mino- I mean, roblox fans.

he’s a racist, victim blaming, minor doxxing, hypocritical, moronic fool who loves picking his nose almost as much as he does wasting my time. this is the same guy who said I was using my trauma as a shield and then came into my DMs begging for forgiveness when I caught him. this is the same guy who wasted three hours my time trying to watch an isaac stream because he was too pussy to do it alone, only to get about 45 minutes in before I had to call it a night. this is the same guy who tried guilting me by using his own trauma with a proshipper just because I didn’t think Isaac’s art was comparable to CSAM. this is the same guy who placed minor proshippers (who were probably groomed into liking it) on a dni list with ACTUAL PREDATORS AND ZOOPHILES! who wouldn’t remove them until I told him how dangerous that is. me. when I was nineteen and he was twenty-five. pathetic.

have I changed my opinions on some of the things I said to duncan to defend isaac? yes, duh, but that doesn’t mean he isn’t still a complete dumbass who needs thing explained to him like a two year old from someone six years his junior. I only got in contact with him to say that maybe he shouldn’t show poorly censored horse porn to his audience of roblox fans while he and someone named bunnyfangz tried to defend it. fun fact: did you guys know that bunnyfangz (allegedly) roleplayed as a minor with freaks on bluesky? and when isaac called them out they deleted all of their social media profiles??

you’d think duncan wouldn’t be friends with so many proshippers considering his trauma but I guess that’s something he’ll have to work out himself. oh yeah by the way, duncan is the person who ran the two isaac bloom archive accounts, only to delete them when he was found out. please never interact with this drama again duncan, you’re a weirdo racist who LOVES verbally abusing minors when they don’t want to hang out with you. please consider therapy or pressing the off button on your computer!

for more information about duncan’s actions, here’s isaac’s stream on him (you can dislike both at the same time)

Ravebow: oh ravebow. ravebow, ravebow, ravebow… you know, I honestly respect your ability to immediately turn back on your promises without getting whiplash! somehow you stayed involved in this drama that you’ve wanted to leave the drama ever since July, yet you were involved until at least December!

I’m sorry but the way you were begging me and bunny in a groupchat to stop talking about you only to join Hanadji’s server months later is soooo ironic. because if any of those people knew you got off to porn of minor characters, you’d have been kicked in a heartbeat! which yes, they have canonically liked and favorited porn of minor characters on their newgrounds.

so yeah, I’ll just apologize for making “I’m in your walls” jokes about you and move on.

Hanadji’s Box: this is a weird one because while I believe that hanadji handled this situation poorly, it was also good for them to call out isaac for his crap. I just don’t think it came from a place of genuine concern and was instead used as a distraction to take eyes off of Reitanna.

granted, this is before they dropped reitanna for saying children can consent to sex with adults. my biggest issue is that hanadji has known about these things with reitanna for a while, even admitting it in their own video. they tried to excuse it by saying “that was years ago, she’s changed!” when not only has she had this mindset for years but the only reason she didn’t talk about it is because reitanna didn’t do rants for years.

the issue with reitanna is that she clearly has some sort of expression disorder where it’s hard for her to fully express her thoughts in the moment. I’m the same way, hence why I sound a little less stupid whenever I’m typing. but reitanna doesn’t script her LARs, so sometimes she just words things wrong and it gets her into hot water. and I can understand hanadji feeling bad for her in that case but rei’s thought process is still incredibly concerning.

maybe I’ll make a post talking about my issues with rei someday but let’s bring this back to hanadji.

hanadji admittedly made their videos on isaac to direct attention away from reitanna. hanadji supposedly had a close friendship with reitanna, the two of them discussing their trauma in DMs. hanadji even lost access to their paypal at some point because they were sending reitanna too much money. hanadji had, at the very least, a parasocial relationship with reitanna which is the WORST thing you could have with a person like her.

from what I’ve seen, it’s likely due to them liking muffins a lot. which is fine, but I think hanadji misplaced all of that energy into the wrong person. and yeah, I’ve been there. so all I can say is that I hope hanadji is okay and I only really disagree with them letting minors into a server talking about incredibly adult subjects, as well as defending reitanna for as long as they did.

that doesn’t excuse isaac, me and everyone else doing what we did to them though, and I sincerely apologize for ever being a part of something like this. I hope you’re okay and if you see this hanadji… your encephalon rewrite is pretty swag 💜💖

what's in my bag! tagged by @tony-cow and @its-snip

books // car and house keys on lanyard // deck of cards // junk for my journal // emotional support yeti water bottle // bank card // journal // fountain pen // ballpoint pen // wallet // "big" headphones // scrunchies // glasses cleaning cloth // lip chap // hand lotion // digital camera // backpack // sunglasses case // in-ear buds

notes:

i've been trying to read more lately! the books represented are the song of achilles and the hobbit, which are two of my all time favourite books!

my car and house keys live on a van gogh starry night lanyard that i got ages ago at a van gogh exhibit.

the scrap of paper represents all the junk i collect... my art with it falls somewhere between a junk journal and a scrapbook. i don't really know what to call it, i just glue things into a sketchbook lol.

i don't actually have any stickers on my water bottle but the colour of the one in the pic is as close as i could get. my water bottle was given to me as a gift about six years ago and it goes pretty much everywhere with me (except to europe because it was too heavy so i brought a different one)!

the paper in the journal i use right now HATES my beloved fountain pen, so i've had to go back to ballpoint.

IMPORTANT NOTE: i write EXCLUSIVELY with black ink!!!! i hate blue ink pens :/

other note: my fountain pen is a kaweco sport in MINT (like everything else i own) with pearl black ink. my ballpoint pen is staples postscript.

i have approximately ten million glasses cleaning cloths (thank you zenni) and i have them in every bag, glasses case, and crevice of my home. i cannot stand a smudge on my glasses!

i've been trying to use my 2000s digital camera more often. i bought a new battery for it and it works like a DREAM.

pictured are both my "big" headphones and my in-ear buds. both are soundcore brand but have different functionalities. the big headphones are for chores or focusing at home or walking. the small headphones are for the office or planes or when it's winter and i can't wear the big headphones over my toque, lol.

and finally, my bag is a bit of a lie. i do have a yellow fjallraven backpack (gifted to me by @tony-cow), but i use it as my work bag.

my everyday bag is either a uniqlo shoulder bag (also in mint, which apparently they don't make anymore) or a pink corduroy tote that zips.

OR, sometimes, one of the many many band tote bags i own.................

not pictured: i think this is actually a very accurate representation.

tagging: @babblingblog @choklitfroggie @elvenstyles @gloryhollanovjah and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it :)

what's in my bag! tagged by: @carswinky

notebook // tests/assignments in varying stages of being marked // pens and pencils of every colour // lanyard with my school ID // gum // phone charger // phone // first aid kit // hand sanitizer // kleenex // water bottle // advil // house and car keys // pouch with menstrual products // work laptop plastered in stickers

Notes:

My actual school/work bag is a much darker shade of purple. I don't keep pins on my current bag, but my last one was covered in them. Now they all live on a pinboard in my office.

I use the notebook mostly for taking notes during staff meetings, but I'm trying to use it more as a way to keep track of my many to-do lists.

Making this reminded me that I need to restock my bandaid collection at the end of this school year.

The menstrual products are for students if they are ever caught unprepared and I keep both pads and tampons stocked.

My Grade 12s last semester would joke that my backpack was a real-life Bag of Holding because they could not believe all the stuff I have in my bag at all times.

My real water bottle is also plastered in stickers.

I started carrying gum with me because my ADHD meds were giving me dry mouth when I was first starting out on them and the gum helped.

Not pictured:

2 more phone chargers because I will lend them out to students to use during class time.

My pencil case has WAY more pens and pencils than what is depicted here, plus a ruler, a calculator, paper clips, Sharpies of various colours, white-out, erasers, a pencil sharpener, and highlighters.

My wireless mouse

Unscented hand cream because my hands get SO DRY with the amount of hand washing do, especially on food lab days.

TBH, I'm probably forgetting something but I'm too lazy to go check right now.

Tagging: @bisexualshitwholovesshakespeare and anyone else who wants to do it. :)