#rainbowofalife

hmmm it was probably not me (unless you’re talking about nanowrimo which isn’t an app, but a month-long challenge?)

1979 by Smashing Pumpkins

star, water, red (suggested by rainbowofalife) | a.h

Right, 5 nice things about myself... well this is definitely good :)

I think I'm pretty funny. hahaha

I'm a pretty good writer, if I do say so myself.

I love my curly hair and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I can fucking cook. Yeah we'll go with that. hahahah

I’m not really sure what went wrong in our friendship.  I guess we’re just too different and we’re both too stubborn to try and compromise.  I read your post, and I want to apologize for everything.  I truly miss having you as a friend and I’m sorry we ended up this way.  We used to be so close and I will truly always miss that.  I know you wanted me to move out because you’re happy here with Monica and Casey.  I didn’t leave because I wasn’t mad at you anymore.  I wanted to try to rekindle our friendship.  I know I wasn’t the best at showing that, and I’m sorry.  I think you misinterpreted me not talking much to you, though.  You’ve just always seen me after I’ve either found out my GRE score, got into a fight with my mother, got a call about finding out my grandfather has a life threatening condition, got a call from my grandmother who has dementia that can’t even remember what her birthday is most of the time or overdosed on her medication, got a call finding out my father got into some sort of accident (falling into a fire, falling down some stairs, etc.), got into a fight with Brent, was sick, got a failing grade back from brain and behavior, or was upset about something.  That’s no excuse for not talking to you, though, and I’m sorry.  I haven’t told anyone else but Brent this, but I’m considering going to counseling because I’ve been having suicidal thoughts, I think.  I don’t know.  I just have this uncontrollable sadness that won’t go away.  I’m sorry that that made you feel like you had to leave.  I’m just not usually in a decent state unless Brent’s around me, comforting me. 

•Post the rules •Answer the questions the tagger asked you, then make 11 new ones. •Tag 11 people and link them to your post. •Let them know you’ve tagged them

1. Wat’s your name and how old are you? (I realize this sounds creepy, but I’m curious and I apologize)

Marta and I'm 19 :D whoop whoop!!

2. How much sleep did you get the last time you slept?

About 8 1/2 hours, I think. (I know, I'm in college; I'm not supposed to get this much!)

3. Which season (weather-wise) is your fave? (ie mine is summer)

Summer, I guess, but Spring is good too if Mother Nature throws the right weather (ie, NOT snow)

4. Who are your top 5 favorite musical artists?

Ariana Grande, The Wanted, One Direction, IM5, and 5 Seconds of Summer

5. What do you want to do with your life?

Get married, have kids, get a proper job, that whole shabang haha I just wanna see where life takes me :)

6. Are you a fan of delicious flavor??

I trying to figure out if this is food-wise or if there's a band called delicious flavor.... if food-wise, then, why yes, I am. But band-wise, I have no idea who they are hahaha

7. Is there something you should be doing instead of this question thingy? (like hw perhaps)

Uhhhh, getting ready to head over to college... maybe a bit of Orgo hw... yeaaaaaah

8. How is school going? (if you’re still in school)

Oh you know, failing micrbio most likely and barely passing calc cause my professor is old and delusional (i mean, who the hell gives someone points on a test and then wants to take them away because he didn't catch a mistake earlier??? WHAT. THE. FLYING. FUCK?)

9. Do you enjoy chocolate milk?

Umm.... I've never had it..... (SO SUE ME.)

10. What’s your favorite childhood cartoon?

Uhhh... that's a tough oneeeeee :( Waaaaah. I can't decide! There's soooo many that I watchedddd :/

11. What’s a song that describes how your currently feel?

Oooooo. That's a good one... Um... I'm honestly playing Midnight Memories right now (the song) and like idk, but ugh. But actually, Dear No One by Tori Kelly is the one!

Mis Preguntas :) :) :)

1. What song has been stuck in your head for the past few hours/days/months/years?

2. Favorite way to wear your hair?

3. Crushing on someone? Write them a little note ;)

4. What is your favorite item of clothing?

5. What is the dirtiest song on your iPod?

6. Favorite lyric in any song?

7. Favorite fast food restaurant?

8. What's your favorite type of candy?

9. Name an interesting fact no one knows about you.

10. Straight off the plane to a new hotel; what hotel is it? (sue me, I've got Midnight Memories on)

•Post the rules •Answer the questions the tagger asked you, then make 11 new ones. •Tag 11 people and link them to your post. •Let them know you’ve tagged them

1. what is your favorite kind of puppys??

AUSTRALIAN SHEPERDS ARE THE CUTEST.

2. who is the silliest person you know?

I think Rebecca. Probably because she thinks almost everything is funny and it's just hilarious to me

3. describe your ideal future!

Every morning, I want to wake up to someone I completely adore and love and he'd love me and adore me back. We'd go to work or he can do whatever he does and I'd be a clinical psychologist, and I'll be happy doing what I do. I'd be back in Wilmington from after grad school and would start out living in an apartment right above downtown while slowly saving money for my own place. It wouldn't be a big fancy house, just something pretty and easy to clean with a decent backyard. I'd come back home to my fox, or my aussies, or my rabbit(s) or whatever my husband wants. I'll be a member of a sweet little church with a supporting family. If I have any kids, it'll be because my husband some how managed to convince me to do so and those little ones will be loved as much as we love each other. I joke around about how terrible of a mother I'd be but I refuse to have my kids go unloved. and then every night, I'd get to cuddle or have sex and cuddle with the same fellow I'd get to wake up to with and it won't be a perfect future since adults deal with shit, but it'll be survivable and even nice.

4. the last book you read and what made you read it?

Tunes for Bears to Dance to by Cormier. It's a quick read and I forgot what it was about.

5. what do you think is the color of your soul?

Definitely blue. every color of blue and the hue changes when it feels the need to.

6. what kind of bread do you prefer to make your sandwiches on?

whole grain

7. do you believe in ghosts/ demons/ mythical creatures/ urban legends/ anything supernatural?

I do. I believe in what the bible mentions, which it does mention quite a variety of things. And I'm open to the creation of new creatures and legends that have happened since. (I'm not a logical person)

8. have you done any small, selfless, random acts of kindness lately? anything can count no matter how small!

I didn't kill anyone today if that counts?

9. how many puppies do you want to have ideally and realistically? (should be the same number i.e. one million puppies)

right now 1. Eventually 2. The number can increase through out my life.

10. what are your three favorite smells?

orangey-citrus smells, baking chocolate, yellow roses

11. list some things that help you calm down when you are stressed out!

listening to owl city or broadway tunes, watching comedies, night time walks, talking to Jamie, singing, cuddling, my rabbit, writing letters, kissing, hot chocolate, sticking my blanket in the dryer and then wrapping myself in it, I would read from the bible though its been a while since I've done that, pray, warm showers, and chalking.

Okay, new questionss.

1. Which Jonas Brother do you relate to the most?

2. What foods do you feel a deep emotional connection with?

3. Do you collect anything?

4. Favorite character from Winnie the Pooh and why?

5. Do you like the color of your walls? If not, what would you change them to?

6. Favorite teacher/professor ever and explain why.

7. Superpower you've always wanted? Would you use it to be a hero, villain, or just for fun?

8. Sound(s) that you hate the most

9. Biggest pet peeve

10. Can you read music? If not, do you want to?

11. Want to rant about something you deal with personally? you don't have to be specific, just get it out of your system.

Top 5 blogs

Um, areyouthelemon, its-danassnapback, vanessanikolo, sluttyforsiva, and italianwidow

Favorite snack

Well, if you must know... tea biscuits with chocolate on them :D

5 top otps

Oh god... Dylie, Dylie, Dylie, Dylie, and Dylie.

What was the last song played on your ipod/mp3player/phone?

Tattooed Heart by Ariana Grande (soooo in love with this song)

Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanillaaaaaa <3

Last embarrassing moment

I was with my friend doing homework in her dorm lounge and we saw someone who looked like one of our friends heading to another dorm, so we decided to run to the door and call her name... turns out it wasn't her...

Do you ship Dylie?

Can't you tell by my 5 otps?

Talk about someone that you really hate from school

Right, this dickhead thinks he's hilarious and can say whatever the hell he wants to about everyone like it's not going to cost him. Like no, stop. You've overstepped your boundaries. Take a fucking seat before I beat you into it. I've had enough of your "teases". Shut up.

My QUESTIONS:

Who was your first kiss? If you haven't had it yet, who would you like it to be with?

Favorite moment that has happened in your life?

Favorite color?

Name one person you would LOVE to meet face to face off of Tumblr.

Favorite song at the moment?

Favorite book? If you don't read, favorite movie?

Favorite teacher ever?

Favorite ice cream flavor?