Goodnight from my girl
The only thing that's helped me get to sleep this week is your sweater. I put it on top of Ollie and snuggle into it and smell you and pretend you're here holding me. I miss you so much it hurts. I have trouble sleeping because I miss you so much, but when I finally do sleep, all I can dream about is you. Being with you, holding you, laughing with you. I cannot wait another second to see you, the anticipation is killing me. I know I say this a lot, but I really do consider myself incredibly lucky to have you in my life. I can't believe we found each other, and though I don't believe in a god, being fortunate enough to have my life intersect with yours makes me believe there is some greater force of nature working on our side. There are a lot of bad things going on in the world, but I believe, amidst it all, there has to be something RIGHT, somewhere, that allowed us to come together. You are truly a gift and I am thankful ever second of every day for your presence in this crazy world, and in mine. I love you so much.
