#radspaceheelys

i’ve read wildwood dancing too and it’s good! but imo sevenwaters is in a whole other league. pretty sure it’s widely considered her best work?

If my pain brings joy to others then it’s not for nothing

I was looking for a gif that expressed solidarity in mutual suffering but i got nothing so let’s just be gently enraged by this one instead

Relationship status: Single. And I’m on the ace spectrum so I may or may not stay single forever Idk.

Dogs or cats? Depends on the individual animal. I’m more familiar with dogs though because I grew up around them.

Coke or Pepsi? Not a pop person and I only drink it a couple times a year but...Coke? Maybe? My favorites are actually Dr. Pepper or Root Beer.

Day or night? I’m a night owl.

Text or call? Text! I hate talking on the phone tbh.


Chapstick or lipstick? Both. I wear lip balm under my lipstick every day.


Favourite colour: Blue. Pretty much any shade. 

Pets:I don’t have any right now. Over my lifetime though I’ve had two dogs and one pet duck.


Wake Up time? 8:10 for work, but if left to my own devices I will sleep in till the afternoon. I have terrible sleep issues.

I was tagged by @radspaceheelys :)

WHAT WAS YOUR: last drink: spearmint tea last phone call: to my brother in law b/c my sister wouldn’t answer the phone last text message: My brother: Ok I’ll let her know last song you listened to: Stubborn Beast by Bear’s Den 
last time you cried: Reading The Raven King the other day. I was sobbing haha.

HAVE YOU EVER dated someone twice: never dated been cheated on: no kissed someone and regretted it: no lost someone special: yes 
been depressed: yes. been drunk and thrown up: I’ve been drunk but I’ve never gotten sick from it, even though I’m small and other people thought for sure I’d be really sick/have a hangover. Idk it’s weird. 

IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU: made a new friend: maybe? I’m never sure where to draw the line between friendly acquaintance and “friend.” 
fallen out of love: Nope. Haven’t been in love to start with. 
laughed until you cry: Probably-- I’m easily amused. met someone who changed you: Idk found out who your true friends are: not really kissed anyone on your followers/following: no 
how many people on your tumblr do you know irl: 2 
do you want to change your name: I used to hate my name growing up because I got teased but as I’ve gotten older I’ve received so many compliments on it and I like what it means so... nah. My last name though? Yeah I want to change it. 
what time did you wake up today: hahahaha like noon :/ don’t follow my example kids name something you can’t wait for: real life things? finding my dream job, taking a vacation. what are you listening to right now: silence 
what’s getting on your nerves right now: Nothing big. I can kinda still smell the pot that my brother in law had been smoking though and I hate that smell so much. 
nicknames: I’ll just list all the ones I have or have ever had cuz it’s funnier: Boo, Casper, The Vampire, Medusa, Chelsea, Westley. Lesh (some of these were given by children btw) relationship: single 
zodiac sign: Capricorn pronouns: she/her favourite tv shows: Sense8, Parks and Recreation, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Star Trek TOS, TWD s1-4 cuz s5+ can go fuck itself, ditto with Downton Abbey, Breaking Bad... Idk I feel like I’m forgetting every show I’ve ever seen wtf.   
school: I have a BA in English with minors in History and Folklore. I also work in a middle school. 
hair colour: Light/medium brown, kinda caramel-colored 
long or short hair: Right now it’s a little past my shoulders. 
do i have a crush on someone: Short answer: No. Longer answer: I’m a gray ace who is almost never attracted to anyone at all-- but there is one person on this earth who I’m currently attracted to/have a crush on, and he’s a major celebrity so I’m like lmao good luck @ myself. My last irl crush was a couple years ago: I met a guy named Kirk (no joke!!!) at a Renaissance Fair. Then later that night I was drunk and depressed and he showed up suddenly and ended up helping me find my way out of the woods to my friends who drove me home. It was embarrassing in retrospect. I never did get the guy’s number or anything.  what do you like about yourself: This is a hard question. Ummm I’m a decent cook, I’m interested in lots of things and I enjoy learning, I’m good with kids, good with makeup/fashion, I can draw, I always try to be kind.   
tattoos: No I’m way too fickle for that kind of permanence haha. 

FIRSTS: 
first surgery: Never had it. Got stitches once when I was a toddler though-- I was jumping on the bed and fell off, hitting my head on the corner of a table. Yikes. first piercing: Ears, but I had to let the holes grow over because I was allergic to the metal or something and they kept getting infected. 
first sport you joined: Is baton a sport? In 3rd grade I was in batons (I can still twirl those things and do some little tricks lol). If not, then in middle school I was briefly on the basketball team-- I was really bad and I didn’t like it though. 
first vacation: My family rarely took me on vacations, but I think my first might have been when I was a baby and my mom took me to Lake Michigan. 
first pair of trainers/sneakers: ??? No idea As a kid I didn’t notice my clothes very much. The first ones I can remember might have had Jasmine and Rajah on them. waiting for: Myself, to get my life together. wanting kids: I go back and forth on this all the time. I do love kids but there’s so many factors to consider. 
career: Ohhhhh god I wish I knew???? This having no direction in life thing is the root cause of about 80% of my stress, anxiety, and depression tbh. Like I said though, I am employed at least. 
lips or eyes: This is so vague-- are we talking about me or ~romantic interests~ or just aesthetics? Eyes I guess, for all the above. hugs or kisses: Idk 
shorter or taller: Almost everyone is taller than me so. Taller. older or younger: Older. 
romantic or spontaneous: Not too spontaneous-- I need to prepare for stuff. But also some spontaneity is great too, routines can easily get boring.  sensitive or loud: Loud people can sometimes be fun in small doses but they can easily get on my nerves too so... sensitive. hookup or relationship: Relationship. I honestly cannot fathom a hookup for myself on soooo many levels.  troublemaker or hesitant: I hate people who stir up shit for the sake of it so definitely hesitant. Conflict stresses me out so much. 

HAVE YOU EVER: kissed a stranger: Nope drank hard liquor: Yeah 
lost glasses or contacts: Yeah. Just cheap sunglasses though. broke someone’s heart: Oh god... well, maybe??? I hate to think so but it’s definitely possible. 
been arrested: Lol noooo. I’ve trespassed before but that’s it. The most I’ve gotten was 2 parking tickets. turned someone down: Yeah  
cried when someone died: Yes 
fallen for a friend: Sort of. In HS I liked this one guy for a while and we were friends, but I think I liked him from the start so it wasn’t like we were friends first and then I developed feelings. But my crush on him petered out once I knew him better haha and then he moved away.

ahhhh I’ll keep that in mind! It might be some time before I can ever publish it but I’ll put you on a list of people who want me to notify them when I publish my retelling? I think I might start posting updates on my progress once my project solidifies~