#racsys

And the "evidence" you were looking for is that they tried to "educate" me multiple times on something I already addressed to them multiple times and they explicitly ignored what I said and the topic itself, there was no confusion on their end they just ignored what I said and I deleted their comments and blocked them bc I don't want that shit here. I don't need to be helped, I don't need to be "educated", I don't need their 'white' savior complex, I am already educated. It's anti-indigenous because of this savior complex they have esp in regards to religion. You didn't see the other comment in which they tried to discredit me but saying there's little to no endos & co who claim to have a CDD. White folk made it a strong point to put indigenous people in school to "educate" the savage Indian with smiles on their face thinking they were doing a righteous deed. I don't need their descendants coming into this space where I repeatedly asked them to leave. It's anti-indigenous that they insisted they have a space here to spread misinformation. They don't get to tell me how to feel and think about indigenous poc closed practices which is what the conversation was originally about. And what's anti-indigenous is the fact that I have to sit here and explain all this bc people want to give them the benefit of the doubt which is so incredibly common for other indigenous issues. It's always "give the colonizer the benefit of the doubt" and never the latter. Indigenous people always have to justify themselves but the latter does not- however they choose to identify

And to add- even after this they are still continuing to engage. Even after I blocked them they're still sending asks saying that because they're an indigenous bipoc abelist their abelism is okay ✨✨✨✨ because they're an indigenous bipoc ✨✨✨🪄🪄🪄 it doesn't matter what genre of abelist you are- ABELISM IS NOT WELCOME HERE PERIOD.

Last edit: I never posted about tulpas, I never mentioned Calico, I never reblogged their posts, any of that. No clue how I even got on their radar. (Edit: I later realized I recommended Calico's other blog @/thisis-speciesism, but I never talked about endos or tulpas or religion.) They came here, on my blog, despite already having an established platform of their own. Calico came here of their own accord, made their own issues up, contacted me repeatedly after being asked to leave me alone, claimed that a religious practice was open when it's semi-closed at best, came here to support abelism and religious/cultural appropriation, ect. None of this was sparked by me- Calico went out of their way to make a problem, continue making a problem, and blame me for the problem they created, and then getting angry because I said they were problematic for it. This is not a syscourse blog. That is why it is anti-indigenous. Making problems with me to "solve them" and when it doesn't go the way you want then blame me for it, sounds really familiar. Calico is more than welcome to have their own opinions on their blog, none of my posts up until now have stated an issue with them or tulpas. Calico does not deserve a platform on my blog when they have their own, they're not entitled to my space I have created, and would like to keep a safe place for other indigenous poc, especially other disabled indigenous poc. And yet, they made it a point to go about colonizing the dashboard. And they wanna bring respectability politics into it (who's surprised raise your hand!! ....🦗🦗🦗) (Your proximity to whiteness is showing)

And since they want to lie about not contacting me after literally mentioning that they know I asked them to not interact multiple times and that this is post-blocking (I even had check the dni before submitting in my bio 💭) here you can have the screenshot seen below. This is an ask sent after I had already blocked them- which is just a shitty feature Tumblr has for some reason. They knew they were blocked and still attempted contact, yet had the audacity to say I'm "lying" and "making things up". They are literally acting like they're confused, but admit they knew I asked them to stop interacting and that they knew I already blocked them. The evidence of them being performative is them saying my blog is not accessible for screen readers when I have asked for feedback on how to make my content accessible for screen readers long before I even created this blog. Or the fact that I also use a screen reader sometimes. Calico just wants to gather sympathy & inclusivity points, as they admit themselves they do not even use a screen reader so they don't know whether it's actually accessible or not. They said they're not telling me how to think and feel but here they are doing it yet again and making sure I ask my white (mixed) master Calico before I post about them 🙏🏽 lying through their teeth using duplicity like the colonizer does. Calico doesn't need to ask Calico's colonizer ancestors to do anything or not do anything, they're not here, Calico needs to stop continuing their work in present day against people Calico say are their own. Being autistic doesn't put Calico above anything. And saying that I couldn't possibly know they were an endo supporter but I went to their blog and verified it through the search function after the tulpa question raised alarm bells. I'm autistic and semi-verbal which is why I'm "so" hard to understand and "so" confusing. Me being autistic and mixed isn't a weapon for me, it's a place where my knowledge comes from and where I have lived experience. I don't pick it up and put it down for an argument, it's not something I throw into the convo to appeal to white tears and use white fragility. Nor do I point it out in places it isn't present to cater to a colonizer audience. I am "doing better" than Calico already. I already have been decolonizing the ideas taught by my white ancestors in a white supremacist world- when will Calico? I never fake claimed Calico's race/ethnicity, you thought that because I didn't roll over and say "oh Calico's an indigenous bipoc abelist! Well okay I'm sorry, Calico's abelism is okay then! 🥰🥰🥰" that is was fakeclaiming. It doesn't matter how Calico identifies because my dni says abelists and abelism supporters dni- THAT is why Calico is not welcome here. This had nothing to do with Calico's race or ethnicity, it has everything to do with abelism and protecting indigenous poc closed practices from appropriation but Calico wants to spin it a different way. And it does have everything to do with Calico upholding anti-indigenous and white supremacists values, which can be upheld by anyone. If getting called out on upholding that shit sounds like "I'm fake claiming Calico" that's a Calico issue not a me issue. This is besides the fact that Calico admitted to having white ancestors so it's not wrong or accusatory to mention proximity to whiteness (which most poc experience in some fashion), or being a colonizer. In Calico's words, "Please do not make baseless accusations based off of pure assumptions about me unless you have explicit consent". But really, I'm not the thought police or the thought colonizer, so spin whatever web you want with your colonizer audience. I certainly don't need to go into your blog to know what indigenous values are and how anti-indigeneity shows up in the world, or to demand a platform.

Calico can't tell any of these apart. That is why Calico is anti-indigenous and abelist. Calico doesn't see the larger picture of how Calico's words and actions stem from anti-indigenous and white supremacist colonizer values. I see the roots that shoot off, the roots that are small, the roots that reach far, the roots that reach deep into the soil, the roots that tangle above the ground, the roots that grow back if you forget even a tiny piece of it when uprooting the plant. Calico can't even see the main root, much less the whole ecosystem. And it's a shame that it's not Calico's fault, but that Calico chooses not to change that- and Calico's probably passing that ignorance on to the next generation too. Saying "do better" can't make Calico do so, but I hope Calico can. If not for Calico, for the next generation. But I won't burden Calico with my expectations or knowledge. It's said and done. It's Calico's life and Calico's choice and Calico's blog - stay out of mine.