#r:uminations

A - AGE: 24 internationally, 25 in Korea B - BIGGEST FEAR: Fire and flames of any kind, even cigarette lighters; catching on fire, things burning down, stuff like that.  Dying in a fire, in particular. C - CURRENT TIME: 12:47 A.M.  Normally I’d be out at this time, but I think I did enough damage last night.  And I do have work tomorrow so I should really sleep...but, eh. D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Bottle of cheap ass soju.  It’s actually sitting right here, waiting for me to finish it. E - EVERY DAY STARTS WITH: Rolling back over and going back to sleep after snoozing my alarm. F - FAVOURITE SONG: I can never pick favorites for stuff like this.  I guess I’ll do top three, or the first top three I think of anyway. Dream by Cho Yongpil (performed by Son Seungyon), Good Day by IU, and To Put It In Words by Kim Sung Jae of Deux (performed by VIXX).  If you push me I’d probably say Dream is number 1, at least right now. G - GHOSTS ARE THEY REAL: For sure.  I think so, anyway. I - IN LOVE WITH: Han’s cat. K - KILLED SOMEONE: No....?  If I had would I just admit it?  Not that I have, but, like, I’m just thinking. L - LAST TIME YOU CRIED: Hmm....probably about a month ago.  Before that it had been a long time, though. M - MIDDLE NAME: Like those things Westerners have? I don’t have one, but I do go by “Ravi” sometimes. N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: None, not anymore, anyway.  Used to have a sister. O - ONE WISH: I don’t really think there’s much point in wishing for things.  Not that I don’t wish, just that it doesn’t do anything in the end.  Sometimes you can get them if you work hard.  I guess I’d just say I wish for the people who are special to me to be safe and protected. P - PERSON YOU LAST CALLED/TEXTED: Called would be my aunt.  Texted is SeoSeo or old man Dojin. Q - QUESTIONS YOU ARE ALWAYS ASKED: What happened to your hand?  Why is the skin like that?  Does it hurt?  What do your tattoos mean?  Did it hurt getting them?  Are you in a gang?  What?/Huh? (That one is usually in response to my texting/spelling). R - REASONS TO SMILE: Cute animals, especially sea creatures. Flowers. Good music.  Ballroom/voguing.  Bright makeup. Innocent kids.  Dumb memes, even if they’re outdated and uncool.  Sun on the water.  The smell of grass or the forest.  Jumping in puddles and crunching through dead leaves.  Someone’s smile. S - SONG LAST SANG: Excuse Me by AOA.  It’s catchy, okay?  I like girl groups. T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 1:30 PM or so?  Or maybe 2:30, I don’t remember.  I kept meaning to get up earlier, but I just kept falling back to sleep.  Not that I’m complaining. U - UNDERWEAR COLOUR: Black V - VACATION DESTINATION: I don’t really know.  Out of the city, I guess.  The mountains might be nice.  Maybe somewhere I could go camping by a river or a lake or something? W - WORST HABIT: Picking at the skin on my bad hand. X - X-RAYS YOU’VE HAD: Full-body when I was ten, right wrist during army service at 20, left ankle a couple months ago. Y - YOUR FAVOURITE FOOD: Eggs, probably, but fried eggs in particular.  Fuck, you can put a fried egg on anything and I will want to eat it immediately.  They’re so fucking good. Z- ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces, I think?  The fish one, right?  Yeah, that.

People of the Earth element are hardworking, genuine, and determined. You know what needs to get done. You know how to get a good life, and you need to earn it. You have a powerful heart and an appreciation for the smaller things. You could stand to be a bit less rigid and take a breath once in a while. If you keep pushing forward without a rest you'll come off intimidating to others. That aside, you are sturdy and self-sufficient and make a reliable ally

Junseo really enjoys rainy days.  He likes to get up only to change into sweats, make some kind of ramen or instant soup, and just curl up in piles of blankets with all the lights off while he listens to the storm.  His mattress is right next to the front windows in his apartment, and he can lay there in bed and just watch the rain and the sky for hours while he listens to music.  He always aims to leave his apartment as little as possible, if at all, when it rains, preferring to bask in the calming noise and the socially acceptable excuse of the weather to do nothing at all but daydream, occasionally dozing off periodically, only to come to again and stay in the exact same spot, enjoying his solitude for the time.

If Junseo were ever to let someone teach him to cook using an oven and/or stove, light a fire in a fireplace, a cigarette, or even candles around him, that would be a huge sign of his trust.  If he actually verbally told them no, it’s okay, go ahead with it, I’ll be fine, encouraging something that actively terrifies him…it would be such high praise.  Such a thing would mean that Junseo felt absolutely safe with that person and trusted them completely.  It would mean he felt safe enough to let them start to write over his past.