#r-millers

I haven’t been on at all recently. I’ve been super busy with school and my social life. I’m so happy, and I’m so much happier than I was last year. But also the other reason for that I haven’t been on more is that I haven’t really wanted to. Don’t misunderstand me, I love the people on here and I think it’s very amusing to be on here. It’s more that; I’m not really the same person, as I was earlier. I’m more interested in some other stuff now, such as different genres in music, photography, art and literature. And in general just my school, education and friends outside the internet (I had been putting those on standby for a while). Stuff I’ve always been into, but I’ve never really been practicing it, if I can say so. Also I’ve lost some interests. As much as I’ve loved being a “fangirl” and obsessing over Justin and One Direction and everything, I feel like, that’s a period in my life, which now is over. I’m ready to move on from that and that’ll make more space and time for other interests I have. I’m not insulting any people who are “fangirls” or have those interests. No, it could easily still be me. But I’ve just realized, that for me, it’s time to put it behind me, like most of us will do one day. So that’s why I’ve decided to delete this blog. This is actually making me very emotional. It’s kind of stupid, but this whole experience has meant a lot to me. It really has been fun. And Tumblr has really saved me some days. Or well, not really Tumblr, but you - the people on here. I feel a bit dramatic here and I’m not trying to make a big deal out of this, I just felt like I owed you all an explanation. 2012 sucked a bit. It's been one of the low points in my short life. But I'm in a much, much better place now. I have great friends, I'm closer to my family, I have good grades and I love going to school (I've always had and loved, but yeah) and really I think I'm starting to find myself. Also finding out, what my future may consist of.

Tumblr is an amazing place. And I really do mean that. I'm just ready to do something else. But that doesn't mean, that I'm not going to miss loads of people on here and I would like to write a little note, to each of the people, I’ll miss the most (I’m so sorry if I miss someone). But obviously I'll try to keep contact with you guys, I would love to email, tweet or Facebook with all of you and I'm going to leave my contact-information at the bottom of this post.

  Wisdomfairchild A little note to you Paige even though we didn't talk much, you've always been an extremely nice person. I've loved seeing your posts on my dashboard and I'm going to miss that and you. I hope we can keep in touch.

Nightlockets Aimee, we only talked a bit, but I felt like I really knew you. You have the greatest taste in music, men, books, movies and whatever. And I love looking at your blog, I love how simple and kind of random it is, but still everything seems to get along like in some higher power. I really wish to be emailing with you, since you seem like a very interesting and great person to me. Please don't hesitate to email me, anytime!

Zaynmallk At one point we talked a bit Ron and I was an embarrassing girl, who was madly in love with your blog. I'm sorry to have come of as such a creep. But I still think you're a nice and creative person and you've always wanted to talk to me, even though I seemed so overeager or whatever. Keep up doing whatever you're doing, because you're doing something right, Ron (and please change back your old URL it was kind of perfect)

R-millers  Hi Bel, I don't really remember whether we've talked or it's just me that feel like we have. But even though, you've been somewhat of a big part of my whole Tumblr journey, I've been following you for a long time and always admired your gorgeous edits. Also even though you might not think, they are yourself. I remember telling you, how beautiful you look and I’m still holding on to that. You have a lot to offer, don't ever forget that. I wish you all the best, sweetheart.

Ofabeautifulnight (la-uren) Lauren, I've never talked to you, just kind of admired you from a distance, but I would feel very weird making this without putting you in this, since your Tumblr has affected my Tumblr experience a lot. You're really brilliant Lauren, beautiful edits, and original ideas. I've just kind of always looked at you and thought: Wow, she's doing it right. I hope you'll forever continue that way and I don't hope I've come off as too much of a stalker. All the best to you. (I do know you deleted ofabesutifulmess, kind of the same I’m doing)

Zaynner Oh Aline, gurl you got some serious balls. Haha but you're really amazing and you know that. You're pretty, funny and you're also great at editing and creative. You've been so great to talk to you and I still enjoy following you on Twitter very much. I defiantly think I'll keep some kind of touch with you over there, because I would really hate to see us loosing touch completely. Stay awesome.

Paying Next time I'm in New York I'll let you know for sure, because we should really meet up. Anna you've been such a great friend since I started Tumblr and I'm so grateful for you. You're so fun to talk with, but I can also talk with you about some less fun stuff and I'm glad I've had you by my side. And hopefully I still will. I don't hope you'll be mad because I'm leaving Tumblr, but I hope you'll understand, I also think you will, because you're very understanding. If you could message me your email, I'll be sure to send one your way soon babe. Love you.

Isabellaswan I'm so glad to have had you, Yasmin, to fangirl with over all the hot guys on this planet especially Harry and Jack, Finn and so on. You've fucking amazing taste in men; you'll always have that. But other than that, you've always been a sweet friend to me and I've always been able to message and talk to you about whatever. I don't want to stop talking to you baby, so please message me or email or tweet or whatever sails your boat. Lots of love. P.S. Don't you ever dare to give that URL away, it rules!

Zoewitch I don’t recall us ever talking, but I feel like I’ve been sneaking around your blog for a while. You have great taste really and a gorgeous blog. Very random, but not unorganized, it's the nicest balance. All the best!

Arcticsmonkey You’re one of my latest blogs I’ve followed, because your blog, taste and everything, I’ve only come to like just recently. But you have a amazing blog, so pretty and simple. And don’t ever give your URL away, if you do, then please let it be to me haha. Best wishes.

Hollyandthesunshine Hi, I don’t think we ever talked really, but I would just like to compliment you on your admirable skills and your fine blog. I’ve been very close to buying something from your store several times haha, love the Audrey Hepburn inspired things. I wish you the best in the present and future!

Justindieber I remember talking to you a few times and having a great laugh. You’ve always been so humoristic and with good taste also. I really hope you’re well and will continue/become to be.

Danieulsharman Natasha we’ve talked a few times, haven’t we? Anyway it feels like we have, because you’ve defiantly been a persistent part of my whole Tumblr experience and I’ve loved following you to the very last. Thank you for that.

Sheerauhl Wow Sofia, I think you’re one of the blogs I’ve followed and admired for the longest. You’ve always been a big part of my time on Tumblr and I thank you for the happiness, inspiration and all the fun times with you. Lots of love and sweet cupcakes to you dear.

Gallaghar Celsey, I really do miss talking to you. You’re one the nicest people ever, like we could talk serious, but also fangirl, you’re just really amazing. Your blog is so pretty, I don’t even know, what it is, it’s just so nice and welcoming to look at. I could stay on it for days, just scrolling though all that good stuff, you got on it. Please write to me, I would be very sad to loose all contact with you darling, really. Love you loads.

Hyrises Hi Vic, I can remember talking a bit and you’ve just always been that beautiful blog that I followed and admired. I remember when you followed me, I was like “what is she even doing? I don’t get it” Hehe you’re a true and sweet person, I hope to keep in touch with, and I wish all the best to you dear.

Selcose Omg Sude, it’s been so long, but I remember you. You’re just really nice and I’ve always liked you. Plus you have the most wonderful URLs, I just really love it. (I just deleted qomez, even though I really would like that for a Selena blog, save it, I think you could do something good with it) Loads of love.

Wmyb Hi Lowee, I don’t know if you remember me, but we talked a while ago and I remember us helping each other out and for that I’m grateful and I hope you’re doing good (better) because you deserve it. Keep that URL forever girl. Kisses!

Morningsuns You’re so badass, no really, it sounds so cheesy, but you really are Kelly. You have an attitude and you’re brave. I love that about you. I hope you will do great in life and everything. Hugs to you.

Tomlegendson Jess I’m not going to write tons for you, even though I probably could. But I know that’ll keep in touch, we already do. We should do it more though, I’m going to message and get your email, so we can be pen friends, like writing and sending each other mail and all of that. I love you, you crazy talented and better-than-me-at-everything sweetheart.

Ollymurs You’re one of the people, I remember the most, because you’ve been so persistent, on Tumblr and Twitter and just everywhere. You’re just really cool and I’ve had a lot of fun with you. I hope you’re doing great babe!

Onedirectiones Hey Gab, I know this is a co-owned blog now, but I couldn’t contact you other ways on here, which I think is most fitting. You know how much I care for you and wish you the best and I would love for us to keep in touch on Twitter and such. I’ve had some serious good times with you dear. I miss that and I can’t wait to go to you and Harry’s wedding (I want to be bridesmaid please) Love you!

Robstenisfearless I couldn’t make this post without including you. Amy we have never really talked on other than omg-I-love-your-blog-it’s-so-pretty terms, but that's okay, because that's how I’ve felt. You’re just very talented and I wish you the best.

Kidrauhl Anne you’re the person I’ve followed for the longest on here and you’re not really just a part of my journey, you are my journey (wow haha cheesy, but I’m sure you of all people will get it) You’re a very ambitious and wonderful person and I know you’ll become something big in this life. Love you and thank you for everything. (To the boy running the blog, can you please forward this to Anne in some way? I would just like her to see it)

Wowstifford Mia, I really don’t know what to say to you, but I’m so sorry we lost contact. I miss you. You can always email me, if you want to. I still believe in our friendship.

Flawlessbieber Saving the best till last, haha Laia, you’re so gorgeous, fun, sweet and talented, words can’t say enough. We’ve been friends for what seems like a long time now and I’ve loved it. I know you’ll do great things and you’ve already come so far with your drawings and everything. I’m glad we’re still friends on Facebook, so it’s easy to keep contact. Love you Laia!

  Congratulations, you’ve made it to the end of this endless post. I’m sorry it's become so long.

I SWEAR I’M NOT A DRAMA-QUEEN

I just wouldn’t feel right ending this chapter without a proper goodbye. Thank you to all of you and just Tumblr in general for being a great and fun website, where you can do whatever you feel like. Maybe I’ll make another blog sometime, because I sure do love the community. Just thank you guys and you’re all very welcome to contact me whenever.

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  I think that was all. And sorry for any typos.

Loads of love.

omg he’s cute