Oct 24, 2021
and it's hard to look at you from aside, wondering why I happened to be a total stranger to you
gem- me (quotes from a book i’ll never write)
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and it's hard to look at you from aside, wondering why I happened to be a total stranger to you
gem- me (quotes from a book i’ll never write)
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I never thought I’d see the day when it becomes so hard to connect with people, that I am content with having a lot of friends who don’t fully understand me.
Yet here I am, standing among my ‘friends’, smiling and laughing but feeling so damn empty inside.
Where did I go wrong?
Is it them or is it me?
“Trust me.”
“How can I when I have to be the one constantly chasing after you for answers? How can I when you can’t even look me in the eye. Even now?”
You know, I’ve always been that hypocritical person who wanted everyone to open up to them, to place their trust and confide in.
I would get so offended when a close friend couldn’t trust me.
Yet, I’m the most reserved person I know. It’s not that I won’t open up. It’s the fact that I just can’t. And do you know why I’m so damn scared? It’s because every time I let someone in, they judge me.
Instead of “I’m fine” or a smile, “I’m tired” is my new mask to hide my sadness and loneliness.
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“I trusted you.”
“Well, you can’t exactly blame me. As you always said, I was your mistake.”
I sighed. My time of time not passing was coming to an end. Never thought I’d say that.
With a shake of my head and the snap of my fingers, time unfroze around me, placing me once again, back into dreaded reality.
My head and heart are pulling me in two opposite directions. I don’t think my body can take it anymore.