#quittingdrinking

I am so done. I am so sick of waking up with my body sore and my head throbbing and my thoughts shameful.

I do not need to drink when I get home to help me get out of the day. It only makes me more bitter and depressed and angry about things.

I only waste money on feeling shitty.

And I hook up with people I don’t want to. 

If I’m going to kiss someone it should be fully my decision.

I hate the hallow look of my eyes in the mirror when I am hungover. The toothpaste stains freckling my dumb face.