HELLO~ Do you have any media that basically encompasses that quote that goes like âThe tragedy still happened, but it was important that the love was thereâ? It could be fiction or nonfiction! Thank you have a great day!
helloo, i love questions like these, give me more! here are a few â
a little life and to paradise by hanya yanagihara â the former because i think itâs beautiful in how it imagines kindness alongside the pain; the latter because itâs about people choosing hope or life or love or anything in different places and times against everything else
normal people by sally rooney â a little, in that itâs beautifully aware of love ending
just kids by patti smith (memoir) â mapplethorpe died young and just kids is patti smith writing about him and their relationship and itâs beautiful
cobalt blue by sachin kundalkar (trans. jerry pinto) â whose characters are recovering both from love and its ending
em and the big hoom by jerry pinto â about a family dealing with the mentally ill mother and her eventual death; it has a really nice texture to it
tin man by sarah winman â about two boys who form a bond when theyâre children and what happens to it as they grow older; itâs a slim book but very effective
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I'm curious to know how you take notes from books. Both casually and for academic purposes. I'm looking for tips I can use to enrich my own process.
Thank you and have the best day!
hi! check this for how i take notes and how i annotate. for note-taking, i would just add that it doesn't always have to be one notebook that i have my notes in, sometimes it's a page or two with important points and pages i want to mark that i keep in the book itself so finding the notes is not an issue.
suddenly i'm feeling a random urge to like, learn things. could you maybe recommend some interesting essays? i have no specific topics in mind, anything works.
i made this list a while back, do check it out. i hope you find something you like.
Wanna go for some cool course/Masters/diploma anything after this, which isn't english lit.
you got any ideas?
hi! i don't know what you're looking for, but a lot of things go well with a lit major so you have options. are like you could do a communications or media studies masters, or journalism. or if you're unsure about what to study, you could also work/intern for a bit and see what you like. one of my friends worked in the content curation space for a while and then she went to IIM. or this other friend, she worked for literary magazines and she likes design so she ended up studying that. maybe you could look at places you'd like to work for then work backwards from there to see what education you need. you could also reach out to people through linkedin or something, who are working in sectors you're interested in.
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âThereâs still one thing Iâd like to know,â Belle said, brushing croissant flakes off the map in front of her.
âJust one?â He looked up, setting a map down and raising an eyebrow. Theyâd been mapping and charting and note-taking for two hours, and it was all starting to look like a jumbled messâbut Belle was confident.
âFor now.â
âWhat is it?â
âIf you and Sergei are brothers, and you donât have the same last name, that must mean that one of them is fake. So which one is it? Itâs his, right? Because heâs the criminal?â She leaned forward, fingers poised above her keyboard. âSergei Zokasâ had a nice ring to itâmuch better than Victor Karpovich.
âTheyâre both fake.â
âWhat?â She frowned, looking up from the screen. âWhat do you mean? Why are they both fake?â
âWe both decided that Kapylyushny would ruin us in America, so we both changed it.â Renard shrugged, pushing out from the table to stand up.
âCapâeeâcan you say that again?â
âNo.â He walked over to the fridge and swung it open. âI never want to hear it again.â
âWhyâd you move to America?â
âFresh start.â He turned to her and raised the bottle of white wine. âWine?â
âYes, please. What was your family like?â
âIs this part of your investigation?â
âNo, just curious.â
He set the full glass down in front of her a little harder than necessary, and her wine almost sloshed over the rim. âMy mother was a seamstress, but she died giving birth to our younger brother.â
Belle choked on the sip of wine sheâd just taken. âYou have a younger brother?â
âYes, Mikhail, and he is dead, too.â
âOh, Iâm so sorry.â She bit her lip. âHow long ago was it?â
âTen years? Maybe fifteen, I am not sure.â
âHow?â
Renard let out a growling sigh. âOkay, fine, I will tell you my life story, but I am only going to tell you once, and you can never ask me about it again, and you also cannot look at me like that, do you understand?â He pointed at her, and she pressed her lips together while she nodded. âGood. You better not take notes. Are you ready?â
âYes.â She sat back in her chair so that her fingers were nowhere near the keyboard, and took a sip of her wine. âGo ahead.â
âSo, my father was a criminal, and an asshole. He married my mother when she got pregnant with me, and then a little over two years later, they had Sergei, and then five years after that, they had Mikhail. My mother died, and my father had to raise us, and he was terrible. He was aggressive and usually drunk.
âSergei and I never got along, unless it came to my father, and both of us hated Mikhail, because he was a shithead.â
âRenard, I feel like youâre leaving outââ
âI am telling the story, am I not?â He took a gulp of wine. âYou should be happy you are even hearing it at all.â
âIâm very happy. What kind of criminal was your father?â
âEh, he was a thief, and he sometimes worked for the mob. He always had a different job, too. Â He used to take me and Sergei with him when he robbed places as lookouts. Since Sergei was younger, it was his job to stub his toe and cry if my father was about to get caught. He never wanted to do it, but I was older, so he had toâwhat face are you making right now, Belle?â
âNothing! Iâm not making a face!â She hurried to school her horrified gape into a more stoic expression, but all she could really do was cover her mouth with her hands.
âThat is it, I am done. Story is over.â He started to stand up, draining his wine glass. Belle groped for him across the table.
âNo, no, finish, please! Iâm done making faces, I swear!â
He sat back down, watching her like he didnât trust her at all, and she pressed her lips together.
âFine. My father died when I was twentyâdrank himself to deathâand Mikhail died when he was eighteen, I believe. But he was always the crazy one. Grew up with no mother, raised by two idiots and their father, you know.â He shrugged. âHe was drunk and drove a stolen car into a lake.â
âOh my god.â Belle clapped a hand to her mouth. Renard ignored her.
âThe only time Sergei and I ever really agreed on anything was when we decided to leave. We both knew we would die if we stayed in St. Petersburg, so we worked together to get our boat tickets. We actually worked together here for a year, in a shipping yard, but we got fired for fighting too much.â
âYou came here on a boat?â
âYes. It was, ehââ He rocked his hand back and forth, considering. âA bit illegal. A big fishing boat. He makes the voyage twice a year. We got our citizenship when we worked at the docks.â
âWhere did you start making your fortune?â
âSelling guns.â He leaned back in his chair, arms folded, speculating the ceiling. âWe knew all about guns from our days of crime in Russia, and we used to sell them on the black market. Then, I got my license and became legitimate. Once I could afford it, I took some business classes, and started trading on Wall Street. Then I bought my first casino.â
âAnd Sergei?â
âMost of his money was from drugs and prostitutionâselling prostitutes, I mean, not being one. He was a loan shark, too. He did enough stock trading to make his fortune look legitimate, but I think this business is relatively new.â
âWe started seeing women that fit the same profile about a year and a half ago,â she said, leaning forward to make some notes now that the personal part of Renardâs story was finished. âEither his business was small before, or that was when they started getting out.â
âHaving a loyal employee like you probably helped get it started.â
Belle froze, fingers poised over the keyboard. âYou think I helped?â
âHe knew he could trust youâand more importantly, he knew you trusted him. You would never believe it of him, and you would make sure no one else did, either.â
âI donât want to talk about how stupid I was,â she said, turning back to the computer.
Belle passed it over, studying her notes and the maps. There had to be a clue in the information they had. There was no way that Sergei had managed to fake everything so convincinglyâBelle was confident enough in her own intelligence to think that he would have had to use something authentic for her to believe it. Sergei may have thought she was a love-struck idiot when it came to him, but he knew she was shrewd in other walks of life.
Renard slammed his fist on the table, and Belle almost knocked the laptop off in her surprise.
âWhatâs wrong? Are youââ
âI have a lead.â He bared his teeth like a wolf about to play with its food, and smacked his hand on the table againâwith less force this time.
âYou do?â She almost fell over in her haste to get out of her chair and over to him to look at the binder in his lap.
âRight here.â He pointed to the profile of a bald man in a suit walking on a sidewalk in front of a beauty parlor and convenience store. Renard was in the photo, too, but Belle could see where he was cut in now, where the shading wasnât quite right. She needed to study photo-editing more.
âOkay. Who am I looking at?â
âRepresentative Cody Mills, from Albany.â
Belle wrinkled her nose. âWho?â
âA small-time politician, who, if he does not play his cards right, is about to have a big time scandal.â
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Their plan made Belle feel like they were about to walk right off a cliffâthere was a lot of solid ground, but as soon as they hit a certain point, it was going to be gone, replaced with murky waters and sharp rocks. Â Everything to the point where they would confront the representative was perfect, but after that, they would be floundering around again and praying that everything went how they wanted it to.
The next three days were spent with Belle forcing Renard to stay as immobile as possible so that his head would be healed as much as it could be. They went over the details as much as they could, but all it was doing by then was making them anxious, so Belle took to the spa. She got a facial, a manicure, another massageâand the masseuse remarked on the tension sheâd managed to build up between massages while on vacationâand spent more of the ownerâs money in the gift shop than she should have when they had limited space.
Their plan required her to look important, though, so the Givenchy dress sheâd gotten wasnât just an impulse purchase, and neither was the set of citrine drop earrings and matching necklace.
For their last meal on their last night, they each had lobster. Breakfast the next day would be all protein, and even Renard agreed.
âGoodbye, Four Seasons,â Belle whispered, clutching her suitcase handle and staring up at the building like a farewell montage in a film.
âCome on.â Renard put a hand on her back and pushed her toward the car. He was back in his suitâpressed and laundered by the hotel staffâand wearing a cologne that made Belle want to bury her nose in his neck and hide.
âYou look nice,â she said, letting him guide her away.
âYes.â He kept his hand between her shoulder blades, looking forward with his jaw set. âAs do you.â
âThank you.â Sheâd acquired a chestnut skirt suit as well as the dress, and sheâd have liked it much better if she wasnât a blonde now. Maybe sheâd become a redhead soon.
When Renard tried to get in the driverâs seat, Belle stepped in front and glared up at him.
âWhat are you doing?â he asked, somehow getting taller to loom over her. She leaned back to accommodate his new height, but didnât move.
âIâm getting in my seat.â
âWhat are you talking about? I am driving.â
âNo, you definitely are not.â She crossed her arms. âI drove just fine before.â
âYes, but I was injured then, and now I am not, so I will drive.â
âIâm driving.â
âBelle, I am the man here, and Iââ
Belle raised an eyebrow, like she was daring him to finish that sentence, and he pressed his lips together.
âIâm driving,â she said.
âOkay.â
She let him choose the radio station, and he switched between classic rock and classical as they drove down the highway. When they were half an hour away, they pulled over to a rest area with a payphone, and Renard got out to make the phone call. He tried to stand so that Belle could hear as well, but when the representative picked up, his voice was too soft.
âMills, it is Renard.â
Belle gave up, and just stood and watched. Renard looked to be in his element, leaning against a wall in his tailored suit, making a business call.
âHave lunch with me today.â Renard waited, ignoring the way Belle stood on her toes and chewed her lip. âIt was not a request, Cody. You will want to clear your schedule and meet with me, I promise youâsomething like thatâtrust me, you will regret it if you do not come see me todayâyes, it is a threatâgood, I will see you in an hour at Marcoâs. Alone.â
He hung up the phone, and turned to put Belle out of her misery with his wolf grin. âWe are on. Letâs go.â
The restaurant he directed her to was a small, Italian place with outdoor seating and a lot of people in suits. They got there early, and Renard had the waiter seat them at a small table in a darkened corner, where the noise from the kitchen, the radio, and surrounding tables would cover up most of what they were saying. Belle had a notebook ready.
âAre we a couple here?â she asked, sipping at her water.
âNo. There is no need.â
âHow do you know him anyway?â
âWe play poker together.â
She looked sideways at him, and the suggestion of a grin on his face told her that he was pleased to have surprised her. âIs it an underground poker game?â
âYes. With the Russian mob.â
âI thought you didnât want to be in the mob?â
âPlaying poker with the mob is not being in the mob.â
âItâs a bit close for comââ
âHeâs here.â He jerked his chin to the door, and Belle turned around to look.
Cody Mills was even more slight in person than he looked in the photos, with a suit that hung on him and thick glasses. He walked in like he was torn between owning his space and making himself invisible, so it was sort of a half-slink, half-stride, and it was only when his eyes landed on Belle that he straightened up.
âHe is disgusting,â Renard murmured, leaning back in his chair. Belle turned back to the table in silent agreement, meeting the representativeâs eyes with cool disinterest.
âRenard.â He sat, nodding his greeting. âAndâŠ?â
âLacey,â Renard said, and Belle forced herself not to look surprised. They had not discussed using her fake name.
âPleasure to meet you, Lacey.â He held his hand out, but she did not shake it. Who knew where it had been?
âBy the way,â Renard said, signaling to the waiter, âyou are paying.â
âIâm sorry?â Mills looked over at him, eyebrows drawn together. âYou invitedââ
âYou do not get to negotiate.â
âWhat is this about, man? I donât understandââ
âI am ready to order.â
Mills huffed, looking down at the menu. In the half an hour that theyâd been there, Belle and Renard had already decided, so this gave her the opportunity to glare at the politician. He glanced up every few seconds, and eventually shifted his chair so that his body was only facing Renard.
The conversation before their food arrived was strained, and fizzled out every few sentences until they all lapsed into silence. Belle was sure that the surrounding tables could feel the tension emanating, and all she could do was hope that they wouldnât hear anything when they got down to business.
âAre you going to tell me what this is about now?â Mills asked the second the waiter left.
âWe have some photos of you,â Renard said.
âLots of people have photos of me.â Mills shrugged, fork poised over his spaghetti. âWhat of it?â
âPhotos of you leaving a brothel.â
âA brothel? Please, Renard, this is America. We donâtââ
âA brothel full of underage foreign girls who were kidnapped from their homes and forced into prostitution,â Belle said, and she couldnât remember anyone ever cowering quite as much under the force of her glare.
âCoincidence,â Mills said. âI didnât know such a place existed.â
âThat is bullshit,â Renard said, pointing his fork at him. âAnd if you want us to get more pictures to prove it, we can.â
âThere is nothing you can prove.â
âDo you want to test that theory?â
Mills looked between the two of them, and then set down his silverware. âAll right. What do you want? Money? This is going to be a one-time thing, Renard. You will not hold this over my head for the rest of my life.â
âWe would never do that, because weâre not terribleââ Belle started, cutting off when Renard laid a hand on her leg. She swallowed, looking down at her untouched lunch.
âWe donât want money,â he said, leaning forward.
âWhat do you want then? Connections? My political support?â
âInformation.â
Mills looked between them again, and Belle was ready to lunge across the table at him. Instead, she reached for her purse and her notebook.
âWhat kind of information?â
âEverything you know about the brothel. Is there more than one? Who runs it? I want addresses, I want names, everything.â
âI donât know,â Mills said, shrugging. âI just know how it works.â
âHow does it work?â
Belle swallowed, keeping her eyes on her notebook. She could handle this. She knew plenty of horror stories, from women sheâd spoken to and men sheâd helped get caught, and she could handle this pasty politician telling her.
âYou really want to know?â Mills asked.
âYes.â
âWell, there was a woman, and she would set up the appointments. You go to her, tell her what you want, and she set it up. Itâs a hundred for your basic packageââ
âBasic package?â
âYeah, a regular housebroken girl with no bruises.â
âIf she had bruises, it was seventy-five. If you gave her bruises, you pay a fifty dollar damage fee. Itâs five hundred for a virgin.â
Belle choked, and the man looked over at her. Her whole face felt hot, and she wanted to vomit and cry and punch something at the same time.
âIs she all right?â he asked Renard.
âYouâyou are disgusting,â she said, eyes brimming. âHow can you just sit there and be so calm? I meanâhousebroken? Scum like you are the reason that people like me have to have jobs like I do, and I canâtââ
âLacey,â Renard said, squeezing her leg under the table.
ââbelieve that you have so little decency, that you donât even consider these women human beings. Theyâre just dogs to you, and sometimes they donât even get that status. You pay damage fees! How can you put a price onââ
âLacey, I need to talk to you. Outside,â Renard said, raising his voice. Before Belle could protest, he had his chair pushed out and was pulling her out of hers, leading her away amidst stares.
âItâs not fair,â she said when they were out, folding her arms like a petulant child and ignoring the tears spilling over. âHe shouldnât get to go free just because he can help us. He doesnât deserve to get the easy end of the deal.â
âI know.â He took hold of her shoulders. âBut you have to calm down, Belle, orââ
âWhy canât we just tell the news about his scandal? Theyâll blow it up, and then the FBI will be onto Sergei, and theyâll find him and we donât have to.â
âWe cannot do that.â
âWhy not? If we take this route, then everyone who deserves retribution gets it. How can you listen to that man with such a straight face? He doesnât deserve our mercy, Renard, and we donât owe anything to him, even if he tells usââ
âI have to listen to him, Belle, because he is the key to everything we need. We are already close to getting what we want.â
âNo, weâre not! He said he doesnât know anything, Renard, he just knew how it worked, andââ
âBelleâBelle, shhâlook at me, Belle, look at me.â He cupped her cheeks in his palms, forcing her chin up. She wouldnât meet his eyes, and for what seemed like forever, he just held her face and waitedâbut then, he swiped a thumb across one of her tears, and she looked at him without meaning to.
âWhat?â she asked.
âHe knows.â
âWhat?â
âHe knows everything.â He wiped off another tear, and she sniffled.
âHow do you know?â
âLook, we cannot tip anyone off about this scandal, because as soon as it gets to the news, Sergei will go to his backup plan, and he will be even more difficult to catch. I promise you that Mills will get what he deserves, even if it is not immediate. He knows more than he is telling us, and I am going to find out what it is, I swear it.â
The pressure of his hands and the force of his conviction calmed her, and she brought a hand up to rest on the crook of his elbow. âOkay.â
âOkay?â
âOkay. I can do this. Everything will be fine.â
âYes. Everything will be.â Renard bent down and pressed hips lips to her forehead, then released her cheeks and started back for the restaurant.
Belle, brows drawn together, hurried after him. âDid you just kiss me on the head?â
Renard froze, pivoting slowly on the balls of his feet to look at her. His eyes darted around, and his brow was drawn. âNo,â he said after a few seconds, pivoting back. âOf course not.â
âRenard, you canât say âno,â I was right here when itââ
âCome on, do not waste time. We have to go back.â He pushed the door open, barely waiting for Belle to scurry after him before letting go.
She could still feel the sticky imprint of his lips as they sat down, and she longed to touch her skin where the edge of his kiss would be, but they had an asshole to interrogate, and she was not about to compromise the situation again.
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Back on the highway, Belle couldnât decide whether or not she was excited or disgusted. On one hand, they had two pages full of names, addresses, and pieces of information that Mills thought might come in handyâbut on the other, they now knew how depraved the whole business was.
âDo we have somewhere to go?â Renard asked, squinting at a map of New Jersey to try and find some of the addresses there.
âYes. Weâre heading to Allentown.â
âAllentown?â He looked over, eyebrows drawn. âWhat for?â
âI have a place where we can stay and plan our next move, now that we know what weâre doing.â
âAnd what are we doing?â
âI donât know, weâll have to plan that.â
Renard shook his head. âI wish we could know that we had the upper hand, instead of just hoping. It would make all of this driving much less stressful.â
âI think we have the upper hand as long as we stay hidden, and make sure to keep our contacts quiet. Sending Spencer to your casino was a good move, and so was making sure that Mills knew we would go to the news as soon as he told anyone about our meeting.â
âI suppose you are right. When did you get so happy?â
âWhen I decided that karma was going to slap him in the face soon.â
Renard frowned, shifting to look at her. âYouâre not going to help it along, are you?â
âNope. Donât need to.â She smiled out at the traffic. âWhen we save all those girls, some of them are going to need a lot of help, but others are going to be angry, and theyâre going to remember the men who abused them, and theyâre going to do foolish things like smash their cars in with baseball bats.â
âI think you went crazy in there.â
âI think you should take a nap.â
He sunk down a little in his seat, eyeing her sideways. âIf I do, you will still be taking us to Allentown, yes? You are not going to take a crazy revenge detour?â
âDonât be ridiculous, Renard. Go to sleep.â
He didnât sleep, and Belle supposed she didnât blame him. Even if he had napped, she would still have driven to the same upper class suburban neighborhood with houses that had BMWs and Mercedes in their driveways.
âSo where are we?â he asked, sitting up and frowning out the window.
âI have a friend here. I should warnâno, you know what, Iâm not going to warn you, youâll be fine.â
âWhat? What do you need to warn me about?â He sat up, glaring at her now. âTell me.â
âCan you carry the bags? Iâm going to park down the street just in case.â
âTell me.â
She didnât, and Renard sulked about it the entire walk down the street, and only stopped sulking when he saw the shiny blue Jaguar parked out front.
âWhose house is this?â he whispered as Belle knocked.
The door opened to reveal a young woman, taller than both of them and as bulky as Renard, wearing pajamas and a tank top. In one hand, she held the doorknob, and in the other, an open bottle of Jack Daniels.
âHey, Belle. You bringing me a battered woman?â She looked Renard up and down, nose wrinkled.
âHi. Sorry to just show up at your door, but we need a place to stay.â
âSure thing. I see you went blonde for the summer.â Â
âYeah, something like that.â Belle waved a hand. âAlso, this is Renard. Renard, this is Avery.â
Avery let go of the door to offer him her black-nailed hand, and he shook it, staring at her like he was trying to wilt her. âYour friendâs a little weird,â she said, stepping back to let them in. âBut, hereâs the deal. You can both stay, but he canât have his own room.â
âDonât you need to ask your parents for permission or something?â Renard asked, folding his arms. Belle elbowed him in the side.
Avery took a swig from her bottle. âThis is my house. I inherited it when my grandfather died, and I live in it alone.â
âIf you live in it alone, then why do I not get my own room?â
âBecause I have some girls staying with me, and this is supposed to be a man-free zone. They need to know that theyâre safe, and theyâll trust Belle to keep you in check. Thereâs two of them right now, and theyâre only eighteen, so Iâm not about to compromise their well-being just because you canât be a gentleman and sleep on the floor.â
âWe can share a room, thatâs fine, and I wonât make him sleep on the floor,â Belle said before Renard could growl something else.
âCool. You can take the master, then.â
âWhy do you not have the master bedroom?â Renard asked, following as Avery led them to the stairs.
She paused, taking another swig of Jack, and turned around. âWhy would I need the master bedroom? Do I look married?â
Renard blinked at Belle in confusion, but she just shrugged and followed Avery up the stairs. Even though she knew that they were bound to meet the girls staying with Avery, she tried not to think about how both of them were eighteen. She could cross that bridge when she came to it.
âHere.â Avery flung open a door, revealing a bedroom and connecting bath as big as their hotel suite.
âThank you,â Renard said, pushing past both of them to set the suitcase and tote down.
Avery hung back, inching closer to Belle while she watched Renard study his surroundings. âSo, whatâs going on?â she asked, voice low.
âItâs a long story, and I canât tell you all of it just in case, but weâre sort of on the run,â Belle said. Renard looked up at her, nodding his approval, and she just barely refrained from rolling her eyes.
âFrom your creepster boss?â Avery asked.
Belle looked down at her, eyebrows drawn together. âYeah, howâd you know?â
Avery was still watching Renard, and she took a small sip from the bottle in her hand. âWild guess.â She turned to Belle, face softening a little as she looked her up and down. âCan you cook while youâre here?â
âWhat?â
âCome on. You know I canât, and weâre getting tired of take-out.â
âWhereâs your maid?â
âOn leave for a month because her sister just had a baby and her husband left her alone with it.â
âFine. Renard, Iâm going to check out the fridge, okay?â
âIâm coming.â Renard, suit jacket and tie gone, loped out of the room, and Avery shook her head at him.
âCome on, boy, the kitchen is this way,â she said, whistling to him like a dog. Renard growled, but followed after them since he didnât have much other choice.
A door opened to the side, and Avery ignored it, so Belle tried to as wellâbut none of them could ignore the muffled screams that came from the door. It slammed shut, two girls disappearing behind it, and all three of them exchanged looks.
âWhat was that about?â Avery asked, looking at Belle with narrowed eyes, but Belle was watching Renardâwho looked like a deer caught in a gun barrelâwith unfocused eyes.
âAvery, what happened to those girls?â she asked.
Avery shrugged. âDonât know. I never ask. They donât want to be asked. Besides, they donât really speak much English.â
Belle pressed her lips together, because now was not the time to smile, but she couldnât contain herself. âRenard, they think youâre Sergei.â
He frowned, rubbing his neck after he jerked to look at her. âWhat?â
âThey think youâre Sergei, Renard!â
His eyes widened, and he stepped closer, pointing to himself. âI look like Sergei. I can pass for Sergei.â
âYou can pass for Sergei!â
âWhat is going on?â Avery asked, folding her arms. âCan someone please tell me?â
âWeâve just acquired a new advantage,â Belle said, starting to feel like things were looking up.
Angsty prompt from Arranged Marriage. They pack away the stuffed animal that Danny had bought for the baby.
Belle had taken to sleeping with the thing, and Danny couldn't even bring himself to mention it in passing. He knew that she knew that it was for the best that they weren't having a baby, and that she was okay with it, but he also knew that losing it in this way was killing her.
He was walking on eggshells with her, and he didn't know how to bring her back to safe ground, until one morning, she woke up and placed the lamb on the table.
"I think it's time to put him away," she said. She was fully dressed like she was headed out for an interview, and Danny wondered if she'd gotten one without mentioning. It was the most put-together she'd looked in two weeks.
"Okay, sure." He set his spoon down, prepared to abandon his cereal, but Belle stopped him.
"Finish." She smiled, and sat with him, taking his free hand. He had never before been presented with the opportunity to eat cereal one handed, not even with Belle, but he kind of liked sitting there with her hand in his. He didn't know what had changed, but it seemed good.
She had a box all ready for it in the spare bedroom--a powder blue chest with a latch that pastel pictures of baby toys all over it. She must have gotten it while he was at work. She opened the lid, revealing all the sonograms, all the paperwork, and a small square of blanket he hadn't known she'd been knitting.
"Ready?" she asked.
He squeezed her hand. "Yeah."
"I love you." She pressed her lips to the lamb, then to Danny's own cheek. "No matter what."