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Having some physical health issues that are starting to affect my mental health. In your charity, please pray for me

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It's hilarious to me how much the second half of the show seemed to want Lockwood specifically to suffer. Three instances come to mind in particular: at Winkman's, at the auction, and the fight with Joplin.
Winkman's in the book: Lucy and Lockwood snoop around, get caught, get thrown out
Show: Lockwood gets ELECTRIC CHAIR TORTURED
The auction in the book: Lucy and Lockwood’s plan works fairly well. They still jump into the Thames, but all in all, it goes according to plan
Show: a DEPRAC agent with a family gets MURDERED and Lockwood has a PANIC ATTACK because he feels at fault
Fight with Joplin in the book: Lockwood has a few scrapes from the fight with the thugs, comes and saves Lucy, George, and Kipps. The gun doesn't go off.
Show: SHOOT HIM AND HOIST HIS COLLAPSED BODY UP THE CATAFALQUE
I think one of the things that's really missing in online discourse in general is the idea of personal responsibility. Someone's motivations can be sympathetic, understandable even, and still not excuse their actions. Yes, we do have a duty as Christians to be compassionate and to forgive, but we're also *not* called to sit here and be doormats for sin. Trauma, stress, etc., can all be horrible when they happen to someone, but that person still has a duty to choose to do right actions going forward.
Otherwise, frankly, you're just compounding sin.
My (slightly unhinged) thoughts on the first episode of the new Little House show:
Why is Ma's hair down when we're leaving the Big Woods?? Caroline Ingalls wouldn't be caught dead with her hair down in public
How old is Mary??? She looks waaaaay older than Mary should be here
Glad we're keeping with the tradition of Pa being hot. Real life Charles Ingalls had a scraggly beard, and yet in the tradition of oiled up, shirtless Michael Landon, I'm fine with this
Yeah this is definitely suffering from Hallmark hair, but I'll deal with it so long as in a few seasons they give me a truer depiction of Almanzo
Not sure how I feel about them trying to include a friendship between Laura and an Osage girl, because it feels a bit like trying to whitewash the Ingalls family's very complicated relationship with Native Americans in real life
OH MARY SO WOULD HAVE SNITCHED ON LAURA FOR SO MANY THINGS BY NOW, ESPECIALLY THE SHOVING
W H A T are these bonnets and why do they look 3D printed 💀
Ugh, I don't like this antagonistic bent they've given Laura and Mary's relationship, especially because part of what infuriated Laura so much about Mary until Mary lost her sight was Mary's very prideful goodness. Mary wouldn't be openly unkind to Laura, because it would go against her ethos of being a "good girl"
...now be serious with me about this random wolf attack. This is Little House, not Yellowstone 1883. Was this in the book? I don't remember a gun wielding Caroline facing down a pack of angry wolves in the book
I'm very much enjoying all the singing, especially where they take songs directly from the books
I appreciate how they have Pa and Ma being so affectionate with each other. They're clearly very in love in the books, so it's nice that was carried over
Do NOT enjoy the Mary crushing on random boys subplot. That wouldn't even be on her mind
The Osage man whose name we haven't been given yet 👀. Well hellooooooo
Everyone's eyebrows are too nice and it's distracting me. I am however keeping notes to give my aesthetician next time I get mine done
The story of this Osage family already has me hooked
Oh so we're just dropping a giant log on Caroline now. Okay then.
Making Laura a storyteller is sort of a baffling choice. I see why they did it, but it undermines the beauty of her learning to be descriptive after having to "see" for Mary
No one came to say goodbye???? What the hell???? That's PATENTLY untrue
Real life Caroline would have already set the girls to washing dishes and collecting buffalo chips instead of all this carrying on lmao
Oh so Carrie WILL be in this lol
Dr. Tan is also incredibly good looking. Like. Just saying that for the record. I'm starting to think this will fill the "hot people in inaccurate period clothing" void for a while
Awww Charles is being very sweet
I'm not mad at them suggesting that Caroline has dealt with multiple pregnancy losses because if you consider the time period and the struggles the Ingalls girls had with having children later on in life, it makes plenty of sense
Okay so they've made Mr. Edward's hot, too. And also crazy. I can fix him.
Okay but when IS Jack coming back????
It's very funny to me that they're creating moments of danger more in line with the first tv show instead of, you know, the actual dangers the Ingalls family faced
Caroline, girl, I get why you left everything behind for this man, that's all
What is this "everything that happened"? Why is the government whipping up a frenzy and incentivizing people to "settle" the west not motivation enough??? Are they doing the "running out on their debts" thing NOW? Because that would be a...choice
I feel ABYSMAL every time Caroline mentions giving Charles a son
Now in what universe is Caroline telling Charles to sell her books. Absolutely not.
As an aside, I really wish we'd gotten to see more of the wagon journey. That was always my favorite part of the book
I think this show could have really benefited from narration from a mature Laura, ala Call the Midwife with mature Jenny narrating. We lose a bit not being in Laura's head for everything. My dream adaptation opens with an older Laura setting out to memorialize her family (as irl Laura did), then fading into the story as she begins writing. It would also help keep that idea that these are characters based on real people, sure, but this IS still a story
That shot of Charles playing the fiddle in front of the campfire is gorgeous
It irks me when they have Laura wear blue even though I know that's irrational lol. Blue was always Mary's color in the books!!!
These costumes are very Generic Historical Prairie. They're...fine, but I mourn the fully costumed version that lives in my head. Laura may have hated sewing, but she described clothing with such loving detail in her books that I long to see it fully realized
JACK!!! JACK IS BACK!!!
Oooooh I actually really enjoy them hinting at the eventual need to leave Kansas because the government *doesn't* come and kick the Osage off their land. We know it's coming, but the reality of it hitting Charles is delicious
And that's episode one! I'll maybe be back with episode two, but at the very least, this has been fun. For book accuracy, I'd give it a C, but for enjoyment watching it's an A-. This show is pretty to look at so far, and the deviations from the source material are engaging enough that I'm not as irritated by them as I thought I'd be. That averages this out to...about a B-? Yeah, that seems fair for the first episode.
I think this adaptation is going to fill a similar niche as Anne With An E or the 2019 Little Women, where you can either take this as its own thing as something that respects the source material but doesn't seek to adapt it perfectly, or be peeved about them having the wrong kind of ribbon for the time period. As you can see from the above, I fall somewhere between the two!
You know, for how smart everyone always said I am, it sure is a wonder no one trusted me to make my own decisions

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Unfortunately becoming good at baking has made mediocre baked goods all the more wearisome and devastating when I pay money for them
As part of my own personal propaganda efforts for the Holly and Kipps best friend agenda, I have this silly headcanon that they can both dance really, really well, and since they found this out about each other, absolutely no dancefloor has been safe from them since
Making this post for a beloved mutual who doesn't want to argue. Fortunately, I have nothing holding me back, because I am, at my heart, kind of a jerk.
It's really, really sad and disheartening to see a lot of people, some of whom often talk about the importance of ecumenism and working together against the darkness of the world, immediately jumping on the anti-Catholic bandwagon the second our backs are turned. I know how much time I and others have put in to explaining our beliefs, with both magisterial and biblical sources, and thought we had a sort of "I don't agree with you, but I respect you" thing going on. Like, I know the Protestant objections to Mary and the saints. I went to a Protestant college and took theology classes from Protestant pastors, even. I don't agree with them at all, but I know and understand the issue from all sides. I'd thought everyone was trying to do the same.
I don't know. The whole "haha let's make fun of them while their backs are turned" thing just feels very meanspirited to me. We've had these disagreements before, so why say it like you're only able to say it when so many Catholics are off for Lent? It doesn't feel like actual intellectual disagreement. I just feel kinda bruised haha