THIS IS A QUEUED POST okay so those messages fucked me up. i know i should be used to it by now and that i should just ignore it but that's fucking hard, okay ? that's fucking hard. and i dunno i was fucked up before that and this is just threatening to push me over the edge tbh. so maybe this is a hiatus, i guess ? idk if i really wanna stay here anymore. i hate the fact that writing just opens the door for strangers to tell me to fucking kill myself. and to blame me for other people leaving. i blame myself enough already, jeez. basically, i'm really down and honestly if i kill myself i don't wanna drag you guys into it :) i might message close people if i'm still in this mindset when this posts x

when we first came here we were cold and we were clear with no colors in our skin 'til we let the ⓢⓟⓔⓒⓣⓡⓤⓜ                                              ➳          in

                                 { but oh my god, Nᴇᴡ Yᴏʀᴋ can talk.                 somewhere in all that ⓣⓐⓛⓚ is all the answers—; }