I have my Doctor's appointment for my hands tomorrow. I'll find out if I get to keep my job tomorrow or if i'll have to take a leave of absence. I'll most likely be starting my shots tomorrow which will be incredibly painful and may actually cause me to lose consciousness - this is a known side effect, apparently because the pain is so intense it actually makes you pass out.
I may even have to skip all of this crap and just get signed up for surgery. I should have 65 pounds of strength in each hand. I have 6 and 5.
So needless to say I'm just not in the mood right now for tumblr telling me how bad of a person I am because of whatever social justice crap is going on right now - seriously my dash is full of social justice blogging for some reason. Sorry but I'm feeling too sorry and scared for myself to think about anyone else. So I'm going tumblr dark until tomorrow night.
Wish me luck everypony, I'm going to need it.