#questioning qrow

I see too much of a dark older part of me in Belphie and Levi, and while I do also see my awful temper in Satan I appreciate how hard he tries to keep it under control. Levi would wonder why he senses an obscene amount of Envy whenever I'm around/thinking of Satan. Plus he's a bookworm and ailurophile who feels judged based on his origin.

And then Beel is an absolute sweetheart. "But he throws a tantrum when he's hungry and someone takes his food!" Bitch so have I. Unless you know what it's like to go days without consuming more than a sip or two of milk and half a Twizzler, don't @ me when it comes to the feeling of starvation.

For the sides? Hmm. I'm waiting until my cards are stronger to start Season 3 and I'm not done with Hard Season 2, so I'm still limited with knowledge of them. I like Barbatos but especially Luke. Can't say why I like Barbs but not Solomon, or why I hate kids but like Luke.

It depends on the situation. I do write from both perspectives, though I prefer prey.

If it's a RP and I'm writing the pred, I can't/won't do anything other than willing - I always worry about crossing the other person's boundaries, even if there's constant obtaining OOC permission.

But if I'm writing the prey, I'm good with anything from the prey begging to be eaten all the way to a terrified fleeing prey that fights all the way down.

When I'm writing by myself - fanfiction or original fiction - again anything goes. It depends on my mood. I wrote Trompement to vent my anger and pain from past trauma. I wrote Are We Friends and We Are Friends out of the feeling of having hurt another person unintentionally and trying to deal with the fallout and then mutual journey towards healing both parties. My Shall We Vore initial piece is a fullon self-insert showing my IRL struggle and coming to grips with the fact I like vore.

So basically everything is projection, lmao.