#queerqueerqueer

so my wife to be will no longer be heading to italy but to hawaii, one good place after the next. im extremely happy for her but sad. i have to stay behind. i cant go active until i get from my deployment so it kinda sucks. i have so many questions on what to expect when i return. it literally drives me insane just thinking about it. its going to be so hard to take my kid out of nyc because of his dad, like he already is giving me shit cause im planning on spending the holidays in hawaii with my son and her family . me and him are not on speaking terms at all and i know hes going to do everything possible not to let me take my son on base with me to live. but i refuse to let him live here and i refuse to be away from him. idk whats going to happen but hopefully things fall to my side and i can just come back peacefully,  transition to active duty, get married to my beautiful woman & just live that life i always wanted on base with her & my son...