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Fic Content Warnings: Grieving, Blood, Injury, Vampire Turning Typical Violence, Wound Care, Misgendering (Gabriel in Prologue, Accidental to Michael in future chapters until formal reintroduction), Hospitalization, Teeth, more TBA.
Relationships: Gabriel Anthony/Michael Timothy Oak (M/M, Other), Background Relationships (F/M, F/F)
Additional Tags: Trans Male Character, Childhood Friends to Lovers, Small Towns, Modern Era, etc.
Left, right. His gaze was stuck to the ground, to the way his feet moved against the softened ground. Left, right.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
"Yello? Early to be calling, Gabe. What's the occasion?"
If you canāt recognize a very clear allegory for your outside gender not matching your inside gender, going on a journey to get to know your body anyway, and finding people that see you for you despite your outward presentation and love all versions of you⦠then maybe itās time to put down the phone and stop trying to participate in the conversation.
I donāt care if you donāt like me. I donāt care if you donāt like what I write. You donāt have to read it. But you also donāt have to come into my inbox and the inboxes of my friends being weird and hateful.
Once again, I mean this so genuinely, I hope you get help. Because this behavior isnāt healthy.
Rating: Explicit š³ļøāš This blog and its contents are 18+ always
Summary: A dream wakes Tim and he can't stop thinking about it. Dave helps him work through it.
Warnings/tags: M/M, established D/s dynamics, oral sex, cum swapping/eating, cum (like whoa, if you are adverse to bodily fluids don't read this), they are sleepy, and so am i, Dave has a mouth and Tim is feral for all of him, both of them are having feelings, let me know if i missed anything please.
A/N: Um, well. The doctor gave me the good stuff to recover and I wrote this in between crying over yogurt and many, many naps. Seriously i think i slept for like three days, it was hardcore. S/O to @for-a-longlongtime for assuring me that does actually makes sense? As much sense as fic can make. Be gentle with me for I was under the influence and cannot guarantee I captured all typos. If you read, ily and I hope youāre cosy and warm and weāre manifesting new photos of these two over your fav hot beverage. Further a/n at the bottom. š
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Winter. KY. Rooms 632 & 709.
Tim's eyes snap open, a halo of sweat around his nape despite the snowstorm raging on outside the window and Daveās insistence on the AC running inside the room. He raises his head from the damp pillow to study the outline of Daveās shoulder rising and falling steadily in the dark. Asleep, he assumes.Ā
Staring at the ceiling, minutes pass and his erection strains against the light sheets. Unable to bear it, he flips onto his stomach. Allows himself one slow grind of his hips to take the edge off, his forearm smothering the grunt.
Nicotine. Juggle a craving. Make your mouth useful in some way. He reaches down to the floor, patting around for his trousers until he hears the clink of his Zippo against a fresh box in a pocket.Ā
āYou awake?ā Tim calls out in a whisper, pack in hand before really committing to throwing pants to light up on the balcony.
āYeah,ā Dave rasps back immediately. āBeen awake. Why?āĀ
Tim drops the cigarettes back to the floor. He rocks into the mattress again, sheets clinging to his skin now where heās been leaking. Slices of the dream he woke from play behind his eyelids. Everything was warm flesh and urgent gropes. He played the star with an over accomplished mouth, adept at wringing someone dry of excited moans.Ā
āI want your cock in my mouth,ā Tim states matter of fact, like itās natural. Casual. A perfectly normal thing to say atā¦whatever time it is. āWant to suck your cock, yeah. Thatās all.ā
āWhat?ā Daveās voice notches higher with genuine surprise. Sheets swish as he twists his body further into Tim, squinting then and searching for signs that this is all sleep talk.Ā
āI had a dream about it,ā Tim explains, all soft eyed resting his head in the ditch of his elbow.Ā
āBullshit.ā
Thereās no bite. Tim thinks he even hears a smile in his voice, the twin bed creaking as Dave inches closer still - so, not complete rejection.Ā
āIām serious. Iāll make it good, I promise.āĀ
Navy blue shadows paint the walls, the curtains only allowing a small sliver of silver light to bleed into the room through their edges. Itās enough. Tim can still make out the sharp line of Daveās jaw, darker with some shadow now and the slight pout shaping his lips as he thinks over the offer. Waiting, his fingers search beneath the light sheets, fanning over Daveās chest and ribs, picking up his quickening heartbeat before finding his cock, already swelling against his palm.Ā Ā
āYeah. Okay,ā Dave says against the seam of Timās lips, pinning the blame on jetlag for his delayed response. Brussels to here, security lines to insipid presentations - more sleep would be wise. But Timās mouth is convincing, more tempting somehow now that heās overtired. It opens half a breath later and Daveās tongue sweeps across his upper lip, tracing the curve of it. Timās āI promiseā echoes. How absurd it is for a tone as tender as that to come from someone with shoulders so wide and paws that. Hooks his arm around his neck to deepen the kiss, decides then that it will be good.Ā
Tim props himself up, muscles still weighty with sleep, knotty with an excited energy that makes his movements clumsy at first. His nose bumps against the hollow of Daveās throat, breathing in deep lungfuls of his sleep-warm scent, as his tongue draws patterns along his neck. Soft breaths fill his ears as his stubbled cheeks scrape across Daveās chest, whiskers leaving a pleasant burn. Lower, mapping his body with four functioning senses, his mouth finds a nipple and he bites gently. Finds that fine line of pleasure and pain but Daveās spine curls off the bed, with a rich rumbling in his chest, a pleasure soaked whine. The sound echoes in Timās ear, makes his cock pulse and spill against Daveās thigh. Tim apologises, craning his head to capture Daveās mouth, his tongue sliding inside to soothe the sting.Ā Ā
As Tim makes his way down Daveās body, the room is swimming in a drowsy haze. Sounds seem much louder, bodies more responsive in the predawn. The hitch in Daveās breath when Timās tongue dips into his armpit, the static catching in the rustling sheets as Tim settles his weight between Daveās parted legs.
āWhat happened in your dream?ā Dave asks, interrupting Tim from licking along the dome of his bicep.Ā Ā Ā
āI told you. There was no⦠plot. It was just like this, in a room - a hotel room, probably. How it always is and my mouth was filled with your cock.ā
āHow do you know it was me?āĀ
āI like to think we know each other. In some ways, at least,ā Tim mumbles into Daveās thumping jugular.Ā
āIt was a dream. Could have been anyone.āĀ
āCould have been, sure. But Iām telling you it wasnāt. The sounds you made were the same.āĀ
āI donāt make sounds,ā Dave says flatly, struggling to keep cool as Tim sucks lazily at his collarbone.Ā Ā
āYork,ā he smiles, nipping along his jawline. Dave shivers involuntarily, canāt cage it, when Tim sucks on his earlobe. āMy turn to call bullshit. Donāt lie to me, please.āĀ
Dave gulps down a moan whole. Lets his ears fill instead with the smack of Timās lips as they press another open mouthed kiss into his stomach, the wet slither of his tongue as it snakes over his happy trail until itās drenched. The scratch of fingers pulling fibres, bunching into the sheets when Tim inhales deep into the dark thatch of hair on his pubic bone, both of them groaning on the exhale. A flash of the whites of Timās eyes against the dark and Dave giving in, gasping when Timās mouth traces the apex of his thigh, so hot that he breaks out in goosebumps after another lap. Then heās growling from the back of his throat, squirming as that heat covers one ball. Tim draws it into his mouth, swirling his tongue around it with the perfect pressure until his head begins to swim.
āFuck. Again,ā Dave begs, mid breath.Ā
Tim does the same with the other, grinning as he does. His palms splay across Daveās thighs, pinning him open as he licks and sucks. Above him, the outline of Daveās cock bobs against his stomach, veiny and glistening at the tip.Ā
A starved noise escapes Tim as his hand slides upwards over tacky skin, soft muscle twitching. He canāt get enough, the urge to touch Dave everywhere is simmering to a boil beneath his skin.Ā Ā
āLook at the mess you make,ā Tim murmurs, dumbstruck at his thumb circling Daveās cockhead, collecting the small pool of precum thatās gathered and trickled onto his stomach. The slick sound of it is drowned out by a desperate rush of air leaving Daveās nose. āSee? Look,ā Tim lifts his hand to Daveās mouth, the pad of his thumb pressing between Daveās parted lips until it lands salty in the valley of his tongue.Ā
āDream, my ass,ā Dave grumbles, slurring around Timās thumb, āyouāre just thinking back to a few hours ago - to before we slept.āĀ
āNo. This is different. This is better.ā
Hot breath ghosts over his cock and Dave forgets to argue for a moment. Thereās something about mornings he prefers, before the sky lightens and his brain canāt work out if itās yesterdayās fading cologne or todayās new skin that he smells first thing. He likes how close he has to get to Tim to even try. Clothes already out of the way, finally removed after hanging off shoulders to hold onto as one of them slid in and pooling around ankles only minutes after dinner ended, but now, Daveās flesh already feels oversensitive, scorched the way Tim seems hellbent on pulling him apart. Fuck. His dick pumps out another bead of precum as Timās hands roam to roll his nipple between his thumb and forefinger, before he can think about taking a real breath - he needs him now.Ā
āDid you tease me this fuckinā much in your dream, too?āĀ
Tim laughs, swallows down a mouthful of saliva and says, āForgive me.ā
Tim eases him in, dipping his tongue into Daveās slit, feeling the slight jerk of his hips as he gets a taste. Dave reclines back into the sheets, eyes fixed onto Timās broad silhouette with a hooded gaze as his foreskin is pushed back by a set of plump lips, eyes rolling back into his head at wet heat.Ā
Daveās fingers comb through his hair as Tim builds rhythm, steady unlike his breathing. Tim circles the head, flicking the tip of his tongue against his frenulum, making Daveās thighs tense either side of his shoulders. He groans with relief when Tim drags his tongue from root to tip, soothes him with the firm pressure while his hand wraps around the base to pump him slowly.Ā
Tim canāt recall the details of the dream - itās dissolved into nothing now. Meaningless. His mouth was full, sure, but this is much more vivid - he has control over what happens here. Lucid. Feels a surge of pride that he can make Dave whine when he opens wider, making him watch, glassy-eyed as another inch slides into his mouth. Power follows, staring up through wet lashes as he hollows out his cheeks, suckling at the underside as Daveās composure decays. The little tugs at his scalp turn into a sweet sting only make him more dizzy with want.
Cockdrunk, his own dick throbs between his legs, neglected and painfully hard now. He rolls his hips, seeking some friction, against the sheets, Daveās calf - anything. But he canāt focus long enough to get a decent rhythm, canāt tear himself away from the sight of Dave - writhing, veins bulging in his neck, tremors rippling across his abdomen, all from the wetness of his mouth. Knows that if he could see his eyes, pleasure would have turned them black. Just a little more - another swipe of his tongue to make him buck up into his mouth, to feel the heft of him on his tongue, let him brush against his soft palate. Tim stretches his jaw around the girth of him to make sure that this is reality - that Dave is splayed out in front of him and ready to come - then he can worry about himself.
āDid we fuck?ā Dave breathes, chest heaving. āIn your dream, did we fuck?ā His voice cracks, desperate, as he tries again.Ā
Tim answers with his mouth full, humming a perfect ānuh-uhā sound around Daveās length, the vibration rippling through his throat at the same time Daveās cock hits the back of it. Tim feels his entire body shudder as he bobs up and down. Good, Dave thinks, clutching at his hand that rests on his stomach, wouldnāt last thirty seconds if we tried now.
āWhereā¦ā he pauses to take a deep breath, composing himself until another turn of Timās tongue sends him rambling. āWhereād I finish? Whereād I come?āĀ
Tim slips off his dick, allowing them both to think for a moment.Ā
āI donāt know - never made it that far before I woke up,ā Tim says, holding Daveās cock by the base, thumb idly stroking back and forth across the thick vein running up the underside where Daveās pulse is hammering. āWhere would you like to come?āĀ
Dave pushes his head back into the pillow at the sound of Timās voice - groggy and fucked out from his cock filling his mouth and stretching his throat. Makes his hair stand on end. Small puffs of air pour over his thigh where Tim lays his head, catching his breath. Dave peers down. Fuck. His lips, puffy from use, a hint of a satisfied smile pulling at the corners. He almost hates it - how he had never considered another manās mouth to be typically pretty. Useful, but never pretty.Ā
There, he decides. He wants to ruin Timās mouth. Flood it until it spills over.Ā Ā
No words needed.Ā
Daveās palm finds the back of his head, guiding him down until eager lips seal around the spongy tip again closing with satisfied groan. Pressure builds fast at the base of his spine, a fiery heat as Tim deepthroats him easy. Canāt hold back whatever moans slip out through his jaw, slack now as Timās tongue is relentless, finding all of his sensitive spots all at once. His stomach clenches, flexing until he has to squeeze at Timās wrist as the pressure peaks and itās the best kind of too much.Ā
āFuckāy-yeah,ā Dave grunts, pulsing into Timās mouth in warm spurts. He manages to tilt his head to watch as one milky drop trickles from the corner of his lips, dripping down onto Daveās belly. He swallows then quickly cleans that up - one broad lap across his flesh as Daveās whimpers die out.Ā
Both panting into the dark, Tim rises up on his knees, hovering over Daveās spent body. Two gentle taps against Daveās bottom lip with his index finger. Not a question. Dave is still riding a high, breathing still fucked up and aware that heās operating on instinct - he wants whatās next and his jaw opens. Tim leans down, letting a pearly stream of Daveās release slip from the tip of his tongue back into Daveās mouth. Tim waits, hungry for it, for another sound he said he didnāt make. He gets it instantly, the mewl that slips out once it slides down his throat.Ā Ā
Tim rests his head against Daveās forehead.
āGod, you fuckingā¦ā words fail him as soon as he starts speaking, almost delirious staring down at Daveās mouth working. Tasting. Swallowing. āYou like that so much,ā he says in near disbelief, tracking another bob of his Adamās apple.Ā
Beneath Timās wet eyed gaze, Dave stirs under his weight, puffing out his chest with a deep inhale to steel himself. Without warning, he wraps his fist around Timās cock as Tim tries his best to keep holding himself up.Ā
āDonāt you?āĀ
Tim's thighs tremble at the firm grip, at the slight twist in his wrist on the upstroke. Heās close, heās been close but heat curls up fast in his groin. Thereās a smirk creeping into Daveās voice, he can hear it, and it sounds even more dangerous in the dark.Ā
āFuck. Yeah. I do. Too much, maybe,ā Tim admits, stumbling from word to word as his eyelids turn so heavy with lust that he drops his head, burying it in the crook of Daveās neck.Ā
āPoor detective. Must be so hard, waking up early just to stuff your mouth,ā Dave whispers faux sympathy in his ear, still swirling his thumb around Timās leaking tip. āTo choke on my cock.ā
Fuck. The words and movement turn his mouth dry and draw his balls impossibly tight, his chest firing out a choked sob behind a grunt. He grits his teeth against Daveās skin as his orgasm rocks through his body, erupting in hot bursts over Daveās chest. Dave hums, content as each rope lands warm on his skin. The tiny broken whines coming from Timās mouth pair so well with his own come down. Smirks to himself a little then as Timās still fucks up into his fist, not wanting to stop even though his muscles are starting to jump under his skin, overstimulated with greed.Ā
Tim folds eventually, curling into Daveās side, looselimbed.Ā
āFive minutes,ā Tim mumbles into Daveās shoulder, tasting his salt damp skin with every word. āJust five and Iāllā¦ā he trails off into a yawn that makes his jaw crack, āget something to clean us up.āĀ
āShould sleep while we can,ā Dave says, already pulling the sheet up over their bodies, over the streaks on his chest.Ā
Timās eyebrows knit together - clean up was routine, a cool remedy for hot skin and soothing marks before they bloomed to full spectrums of crimson and purples. āYeah?ā
A drowsy āmmhmmā is all Dave can manage.Ā
āOh, hey,ā Tim nudges Daveās leg with his knee. āSweet dreams.āĀ
Light wells in the dimple in Daveās cheek and Tim catches a flash before he turns away.
āShut up,ā Dave tells him, face pressed into his pillow to mask a grin.
a/n cont: title taken from a lyric in Sicily by QOTSA. I won't link it because i think we're scattered across different streaming sites now but if you ever want to know the OST to their brains around each other, it's that song lol
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Meme I saw going around Bsky where you post about queer fanworks you or others have done throughout the month.
graphic taken from here
The League of the Green Carnation by @abarero
Tags: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Christophe Giacometti, Phichit Chulanont, Sara Crispino, Georgi Popovich, Emil Nekola, Alternate Universe - Time Travel, Alternate Universe - Victorian, Murder Mystery, Romance, Science Fiction, Period-Typical Homophobia, Period-Typical Racism, Period-Typical Antisemitism, Period-Typical Sexism, Attempted Murder, Non-Explicit Sex, way less dark than it sounds, Happy Ending
There was one golden rule to being a Time Scientist: do not bring home anything that was a fixed point in history. This meant most artifacts, extinct animals and the like were permissible. Historical figures? Not so much.
But what about an author? Namely, Yuuriās favorite author, who was murdered in 1887. Could he be saved?
Well. Yuuri was sure as hell about to find out.
EXTREMELY queer fic, and not just because of the gay romance. A super well researched sci-fi story taking place in the late 1800s Victorian London of Oscar Wilde, dealing with a similar motley crew of authors, essayists, and activists, as they solve a murder mystery with the help of a time traveling Yuuri Katsuki, who of course, falls in love with one of them.
There is so much love and research put into this. Check out this huge master post for a whole plethora of resources, details, extra worldbuilding, fanart, footnotes, you name it (though this is just bonus material, and the fic can be enjoyed on its own as well). There's almost as much as within the fic itself!! Also features Jewish!Victor, a well executed sci-fi plot that feels true to the era, exploration of both gender and sexuality, and earned happy endings for everyone. One of my fave YOI fics ever. ššš
Meme I saw going around Bsky where you post about queer fanworks you or others have done throughout the month.
I'm going to start with my Tantai Jin fic- lovingly called 'Tantai Jin(der)' in my docs, because as we all know:
Cherry Lips by Haro
Tags: No Archive Warnings Apply, Li Susu/Tantai Jin, Romance, Fluff Canon Divergence, Trans Character, mild internalized transphobia, Nonbinary Character
When Li Susu had said he was āprettier than herā, heād first been happy to hear it. Sheād called him handsome before, but this was the first time sheād said pretty, and even if she was joking, heād⦠felt a thrill go down his spine at it. And then, when complimenting her in return and raking his eyes down the beautiful, gold and violet hanfu sheād put on for the evening, heād felt, strangely enough, a pang of jealousy.
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Tantai Jin finally has the opportunity to get to know himself, on his own terms.
This was my first time writing a fic specifically about ~gender~. It is a pretty cliche premise for a gender exploration fic, but I'm still happy with it overall. TTJ is a character who has never been able to form a full, detailed sense of self. Dreams, hobbies, anything else? Almost everything that would fall under that was either forced on him, expected of him based on his role, or predetermined by the ancient devil god. I would like to see a post-canon TTJ having a chance to actually get to know himself, in all that it entails. ā¤ļø