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Moodlet Diaries - Not Going 🥀

"When I closed the door, something resonated inside me. Not so hard, not so soft. Kai's face haunts me. There was a slight disappointment in his eyes. He didn't offend me. But he couldn't hide the anticipation.

I… I guess I'm sorry.

But at the same time… I feel at peace. I've stayed true to myself. Knowing my limits, being able to protect them without having to explain them to someone - this is something new for me. I used to apologize in these moments. “I shouldn't be like this,” I used to say inside. But now I say: “This is how I am.”

I didn't go that day. It wasn't about him; it was about me. Maybe one day… I could go. I might knock on his door. But that day will be the day I'm ready inside myself.

Moodlet Diaries - Recognition Pending 🐨

"Today was… complex. I had my one-on-one with the Supervisor, and on the surface, everything seemed fine. Smiles. Nods. Encouragement. But beneath that, I felt it — a subtle shift in how my work was being seen.

Something I poured my time, energy, and care into… was reduced to a passing mention. Worse, the narrative around it felt twisted, like someone had quietly rewritten the credits. I wasn’t looking for applause — just recognition. Instead, I walked away with the quiet ache of being understood but unseen.