rant
the psych wards put you in the same place as people that don’t have the same issue and make you go to groups that don't involve your issues and make you do the same subjects over and over and if you go to groups you leave but if you stay to yourself they feel it isn't working and on top that, you have to make friends leave but, can't give them a way to contact you outside and when they do give their number they want something from you and if they can't get it the block you from everything. On top of that, they take you off meds that are already helping and put you on 5 or 10 that make you worse and keep you two more days after the med change and send you home saying you are fine because they are proud they drugged you with shit that'll send you right back and do the same stuff all over again. They refuse to contact your doctor and you can't keep your cell phone or anything like gaming stuff and give you T.V that has a fire stick. They won't turn on adult movies even if you want to watch them but, around here they keep bbc on which has even worse stuff than horror movies. Like a movie that was on last time I went was a girl that was making the husband cheat because she agreed to carry their child and lived with them and said she'd kill the baby and cut and shit. drink a lot as well. But, Halloween came on which is way tamer and we had to turn it off. and on top of that, we couldn't put on music that was sad or cursed because we had to be happy all the time. They also put men who tried to hurt females in the same spot. You can't have caffeine when there even if it helps relax you which it does for people. Decafe tea and coffee and that shit doesn't help anyone. The cooks kept giving me pork even if I said it made me sick and they put a thing on my records that says I can't have it so, I don't even bother with them anymore. I just deal with my issues by myself and try to get over them with my real doctor. That reminds me, they don't contact my doctors about meds they take me off of but tell them the ones they put me on. They also preach about how bad weed is for you which is more natural than the shit they put you on while you are there. weed can be bad depending on how it affects you but, it's better than meds that fuck you up they also want to give you a false diagnosis to over-medicate you as well -- I've been through it for so many years so I know, growing up and because of issues I had as an adult and it doesn't help at all.
