SATIVA
summary: iâm ngl this is porn with plot LMAO
warnings: 18+, judes an eater, praise kink central
You were excited to see Jude.
It hadnât even been that long since youâd seen him, but when you loved someone the way you loved Jude, every day apart felt like a week. He rarely made it out to the States during the season, and when he did, it was quickâjust long enough for a dinner, maybe a night together, and then he was gone again. You loved how much he thrived in Madrid, but you hated that you couldnât show him your side of things like he showed you his.
Fortunately for youâunfortunately for himâReal didnât make it all the way this year. Knocked out of Champions League, no trophies to bring home. He wouldnât say it, but you knew it crushed him. Still, it meant he had almost a month free before heading back to Europe for pre-season training. And you were going to make every day of it count.
You wore a red tight silk dress, strapless, soft against your skin and clinging to all the right places. You cooked for him, tooâbaked chicken, mac and cheese, greens, cornbread. Real soul food. Stuff heâd only ever seen online and begged you to make. You liked taking care of him like this, especially when it reminded him of what home could feel like, even far away from it.
But your final surprise? That was sitting on the coffee table.
A perfectly rolled blunt. Yours.
Jude had mentioned it a few timesâjoking about how heâd never smoked, not even in England. Between drug testing and being in the spotlight, he never took the risk. But here, in Chicago, off-season, tucked away in your apartment? It felt safe. And something about the idea of him being high for the first time around you made you curious.
You had music playingâsmooth R&B in the backgroundâand the scent of dinner filled the space when he finally knocked at your door.
You opened it before he could even knock again. âHey, baby.â
He smiled, his boyish grin that still made your chest flutter. âMy shaylaaa,â he murmured, pulling you into a hug. He lifted you off the ground with ease, kissing the side of your face as your dress rode up. âYou look... wow.â
You flushed a little, hiding your smile in his neck. âYou hungry?â
âStarving.â He stepped in and froze the second he saw the table. âNo way you made all this.â
âI told you I got you.â
He set his bag down, still taking it all in, then noticed the blunt.
He looked at you, half surprised, half impressed. âYou serious?â
You nodded. âOnly if you want to.â
He didnât even hesitate. âLetâs do it.â
You watched Jude fumble with the blunt, his long fingers awkward as hell around it. He rotated it and inspected it, as if he was holding some kind of alien technology. âJude why would you have me light this shit if youâre just gonna stare at it.â You said slightly getting irritated, it didnât matter if he wasnât smoking anymore cause you sure were. Jude mean mugged you as he took a deep drag, held it in like he was trying to prove something, then let out this sharp cough that caught you off guard.
âOi, that burns,â he muttered, voice rough, eyes watering.
You smirked, handing him a glass of water. âGod donât like ugly.â
He rolled his eyes as took a slow sip, then blinked a few times, trying to focus. âIâm feelinâ... a bit dizzy. Like my mouthâs on fire, but my headâs floaty?â
You laughed softly. âThatâs to be expected honey, you clearly got yourself a little buzzedâ
He slumped back on the couch, blinking like he was trying to process a million thoughts. â Not reallyâthis one hit is barely doing anything.â
You nudged him playfully. âYouâre a big guy, Jude. Over six foot, what, 220? One hit ainât finna get you rapper high.â
He groaned, sliding down further, hair tousled, cheeks flushed from the cough. âFeel like Iâm on a boat. Seaâs moving, but no engines yet.â
You took the blunt from him and took a few puffs, already feeling your eyes get heavier and heavier. The familiar high creeping in on you, you took another puff once again and motioned for Jude to come closer. You kissed Jude, exhaling all the smoke from your mouth into his. You could tell he was surprised but it only got him higher. You didnât even need the weed, your presence made him dizzy enough.
You laughed harder as you pulled away, he looked incredibly dazed. âYou gonna be alright?â
He looked over at you, eyes glassy but mischievous. âI donât know, babe. I think I wanna... I donât know how to say this.â
You raised an eyebrow. âTry me.â
He cleared his throat, voice a little shaky, âI wanna eat you out. Like, really ââcause I feel like I need to focus on somethinâ other than this dizzy nonsense. You get me?â
You bit your lip, surprised but amused. âYouâre all hot and bothered already? Thought that wouldâve came later in the nightâŚâ
âShut up,â he said, sitting up straighter, fingers twitching. âI swear, if I donât get my hands on you, I might pass out. You look so good, I canât think straight.â
You smiled, sliding closer. âWho knew weed turned you into an eaterâ
He chuckled, voice soft, âAm I not an âeaterâ any other time?â
You reached out, took his hand, and squeezed it gently. âIâm gonna hold your hand when I say this, youâre usually not this excited to eat itâ
âLove what are you talking about, iâve literally ripped the gym shorts off of you and ate you in my kitââ
You promptly stood up, tugging him with you toward the bedroom, the haze around him making every step feel a little surreal.
Once inside, he dropped his bags, eyes wide as he took in the sight of youâyour dress clinging to your curves, the candlelight casting soft shadows.
âFuck, y/n, you lookâwow,â he whispered, voice cracking just a bit.
You chuckled, walking over slowly, hand trailing down his arm. âYou said that alreadyâ
âI know,â he admitted, teeth clenching for a moment. âEvery time I look at you I remember how much I wanna taste you.â
You laughed softly, the way he said it was so genuine it made your heart flutter.
âAlright,â you said, âbut you gotta tell me if you need a break, yeah?â
He nodded eagerly, voice low and needy. âPromise.â
You sat on the edge of the bed, pulling him down with you. His breath hitched as your hands traced the line of his jaw.
âTell me what you want,â you murmured.
He swallowed, eyes darkening, âI want to make you feel good. I wanna make you cum everyday iâm here.â
You smiled, heart speeding up. âCmon.â
Your voice was soft but steady as you guided him down between your legs, the silk of your dress rising inch by inch until the back of it kissed your hips. Jude knelt on the floor, fingers pressing into the meat of your thighs like he needed to hold on to something real. His eyes moved slowly, drinking you in like heâd never seen anything so divine.
âYou sure?â you asked, the teasing laced in your tone, but your heart still beat hard against your chest.
âIâm not stopping, y/n,â he said, gaze locked on yours. âNot until youâre shakingâ
You blinked down at him, lips parting slightly. Something about the way he said it⌠that slow, quiet confidence⌠made your stomach twist. His hands ran up your thighs, slow and steady, thumbs brushing just beneath the hem of your underwear.
âLet me have it,â he whispered. âBeen thinking about this all flightâheâll even during my games Donât make me beg.â
You laughed, just barely. âI thought this was the begging.â
âNot yet,â he murmured, voice low and rich, mouth moving close enough that you felt the heat of his breath through the fabric. âBut I can & I will.â
Then he kissed over the cotton between your legs, like it was holy. Once. Twice. His lips moved deliberately, mouthing you slow through the softness, and your hips twitched before you even realized you were reacting. His eyes flicked up, watching the way your head tilted back slightly, mouth parting.
He smiled.
âYeah,â he cooed, âjust like that.â
His fingers curled around the waistband and you lifted your hips to help him, your panties sliding down your legs and tossed aside. Then came the pause â Jude just stared for a moment. Blinking. Lips parted. A breath caught in his throat.
âMy lord,â he breathed. âYouâre beautiful.â
Your legs shifted slightly, unsure what to do with all that attention, but his hands were quick to press your thighs apart again.
âDonât hide from me,â he said softly. âLet me see you.â Then his tongue was on you. He started slow, so slow it nearly drove you insane. He was gentle at first, tentative â tasting, exploring. You could feel the way he adjusted, learning your reactions, taking his time like he had nowhere else to be. His tongue traced slow circles, then flattened against your clit, dragging up deliberately. Your hips bucked just slightly as he chuckled against you
âThere she is,â he murmured, breath hot against your slick. âYâlike that?â âMmhm,â you breathed, hand sinking into his curls. âThatâs my pretty girl,â he praised, voice thick with hunger. âGive me more. Need all of it.â
Your thighs tried to close around his head, but he kept them spread, arms locked around them as he dove in deeper, tongue flicking in tighter patterns now, confident.
He moaned into you, low and guttural â and that almost sent you over. The vibrations rocked through your core and your hands gripped his hair tighter.
âJudeâshitâright thereâdonât stopââ He groaned again like he loved the way you said his name. Then he pulled back just a little, letting his fingers glide into you, one at first, then two, slow and steady as his mouth came back to your clit. Your body arched up into him, eyes rolling back.
âFuck, youâre so wet,â he grunted, kissing you messily. âYouâre squeezing my fingers like youn want me to come out.â
You whimpered â it was all too much. His voice, his mouth, the pace heâd set.
âI could eat you for hours, yâknow that?â he said, licking slow up your center again. âI couldâve done it the first night I met you.â
âYou didnât even know me back thenââ you choked out, laughing breathlessly.
âI knew,â he said, voice hard now, tongue teasing your clit again. âI knew I wanted you like this. Mouth full of you. Hands holding you open. You makinâ those pretty sounds.â
Your legs started to tremble and he noticed immediately, never letting up, never losing rhythm.
âYeah⌠youâre close, huh?â he said, lips glistening, tongue relentless. âCome on, y/n. Donât hold back. Let me feel it.â
âJudeâfuckâIâm gonnaââ
You fell apart then, hips jerking, a moan tearing from your throat so raw and loud it made the windows shake. Jude didnât stop â not right away. He kept licking until your legs were twitching and you had to physically push his head back, breathless and dazed.
When he pulled away, his lips were swollen, chin slick with you, and the look in his eyes?
Starved.
You stared at him, chest heaving. âYou okay?â
He nodded, crawling up toward you, hovering above. âStill hungry,â he admitted, smiling. He kissed your lips slow and deep.
âStill hungry? Youâre insaneâ You said as your body still trembled faintly. You laid back on the bed, legs loose and splayed, your chest rising and falling in slow, uneven breaths. Judeâs weight shifted beside you, but he didnât say anything at first â just watched you like he didnât quite believe what heâd just done. Or what you let him do.
You turned your head slowly, catching the awe in his expression.âYou alright?â you asked, voice soft and hoarse, lips curling gently. He nodded, licking his lips absently, still tasting you. âYeah,â he whispered. âYeah, Iâm good⌠better than good. You?â
You chuckled a little, brushing sweat-damp hair off your forehead. âAmazingâ.â
That made him laugh, the tension cracking a bit. You sighed, letting your fingers spread across his skin, your nails tracing lazy shapes near his collarbone. âYou did good, Jude. Real good.â
He smiled at that â not cocky, but quietly proud. âDidnât hurt, right?â he asked gently. âI wasnât too rough?â You shook your head. âYou are a good eater, I tell you this every timeâ
He leaned in to kiss your shoulder, then your neck â slow, lingering kisses that felt more like thank yous than anything else.
âCome up here,â you murmured, tugging lightly on his arm until he laid fully beside you, chests pressed together. His skin was still warm from the rush, muscles soft now, loose and pliant.
You tucked your face into the crook of his neck, your arm resting across his waist as his fingers drew slow circles on your back.
âYou still high?â you asked quietly, your breath ghosting over his throat.
âA little,â he confessed, chuckling. âEverything feels... floaty. Warm. Like Iâm wearing a blanket made out of you.â
You laughed into his skin. âThatâs so corny.â
âYou love it.â
You sighed into him, letting the comfort settle. âYeah. I do.â
His hand found yours again under the sheets, fingers lacing together. âI meant what I said earlier,â he murmured. âAbout wanting to make you cum every day Iâm here.â
You hummed softly. âWeâll see if you keep that energy tomorrow.â
âOh, I will,â he said, voice dropping just slightly again. âBut right now⌠can I just hold you?â
You nodded into his chest as you drifted off to sleep.











