thinking about thems. like mother, like son. (or, the same day, thirty-ish years apart.)
âIâm going to blame the blow to your head for you coming here like this,â Pyara says to the Assassin lying back in her lap. âWhat were you thinking?â Arbaaz blinks his eyes openâhazy but able to focus on herâand smiles. The smear of blood on his cheek doesnât help matters.
âI was thinking,â he answers, âthat it would be a shame to go to my death without laying eyes on you one last time.â He reaches up to cup her face. Her cheeks warm, her heart flutters, and she is still very upset with him for falling through her window and bleeding on her bedroomâs nicest rug, so sheâs not going to let any of that show.
Pyara huffs. âYouâre a fool, but youâll stay a living fool.â She clasps his hand as it begins to wander, his fingers clumsily tracing down the line of her jaw. Itâs warm, and she presses to find his pulse. Heâd looked worse than his injuries actually were. She still finds the steady rhythm comforting. Arbaaz tilts his head in her lap, his smile fading a little.
âDid I scare you?â he says, softer. She turns her face into his palm and kisses it.
âYes.â She guides his hand back down to rest. Arbaaz brings it to his chest, folding it closed over his heart, over a dark stain that stands out with terrifying starkness against his robes. Not his blood, heâd insisted, unlike all the rest which had been, too bright and too fresh. Sheâs not thinking yet about how sheâll have to have her own things hidden and cleaned later.
For now, she runs her fingers through his hair. âIâll punish you later,â she murmurs. Arbaazâs grin rises again.
âGo easy on me, my love,â he says, in a tone of voice that suggests he really doesnât want her to. She leans over him.
âOh, Assassin? And why should I spare you?â He shifts, one of his knees curling. He gazes up at her affectionately. There are many people who look at her as if sheâs the most beautiful thing theyâve ever seen. Arbaaz is the only man brave enough to come close enough to touch, to love her more for every new thing he learns that makes her less an object to admire and more the person he wants to know.
âBecause if youâre too harsh with me, Iâll have no energy left later to earn your forgiveness.â He turns his head to nuzzle against her thigh. Pyara notices his hand creeping to the end of her dress and does absolutely nothing to stop it as he slides it up her leg. Itâs not a tease but a promise.
âAnd you claimed you were dying.â
âItâs a miracle.â Pyara laughs, curving further over him to press haphazard kisses against his lips and chin. Arbaaz reaches up in invitation, curling fingers in her hair.
Her Assassin. Her love. Her Arbaaz. Heâll be safe, as long as she can keep him so.
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âEvie. Evie!â Evie does, finally, stop. Jayadeep watches her pant heavily. Blood runs slick down the side of her face. âLet me look, please.â He lowers his voice again now that heâs gotten her attention (He doesnât blame her. A fight is hard to leave, even if itâs already ended and the danger is gone.) and takes a cautious step near her. Her grip on her sword is shaking-tight.
Evie doesnât startle when he touches her shoulder. Sheâs grown used to him in the aftermath. A shudder rolls over her, releasing her muscles which were wound to kill moments ago, as though heâs given her permission. Jayadeep goes to remove her cowl, to see the damage more clearly.
âIâm fine,â Evie tell him, as she loses blood. Itâs a cut parallel to her hairline, thin across the right side of her brow. Blood beads in her eyelashes and gets in her eye when she blinks.
âHold still,â he says. He wipes up some of the mess, enough to make sure thereâs no other cuts.
âHenry, itâs a head wound. Itâll bleed worse than it is,â she insists as he cradles her jaw and turns her to expose the wound. He holds pressure to the cut with the blood-stained cloth heâs cleaned her with. âIt barely hurts.â
Barely, she says. Not doesnât. Barely.
A fact heâs learned about Evie Frye since meeting her for the first time: she cannot lie to save her life.
So, no, he doesnât even believe that it barely hurts. She keeps suppressing her winces.
âYou donât have to do this,â she says, quietly.
âI want to,â he says, without thinking, and when he realizes what heâs said, thinks he would also choose to sink into the floor, if that were an option. Still, he canât move now, not until the bleeding has stemmed, so he swallows his embarrassment and tries to focus on anything else: the way her jaw shifts under his fingers, the sound of her breath easing down to a gentler rhythm, how her eyes shut and leave her expression vulnerable under his care. The minutes seem to stretch for hours.
Carefully, he lets up. When she doesnât start bleeding heavily again, he checks the wound. âI donât think youâll need stitches.â He doesnât have an excuse anymore, and reluctantly, he drops his hand from her face.
Evieâs eyes open, and for a moment, she looks confused. He nearly- But she turns away. âThank you.â
âYou would do the same for me,â he hears himself say, though heâs having a hard time thinking of anything but the way her fingers brush along the spot heâd heldâquickly, guiltily, restrained by her other hand to keep from lingering.
âYouâre better at avoiding injury than me. You wonât get hurt.â She shakes her head, then grimaces.
âDo you need a minute-â
âNo.â Though it comes out sharp, itâs not anger in her voice. If he didnât know better, heâd call it fear. âWe donât have time.â













