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things you need to realize: - you are loved. even if it wasn’t by the person you thought. - you found happiness before them and you will find it again now. - they did a lot to hurt you. you can’t forget that. stop making up excuses for them. - you can care about someone without obsessing over them. - give yourself time to learn to be alone again. - spend time with the people who make you feel happy. - they moved on not because you were easy to get over, but because they were too weak to be alone. - this world is overflowing with people, you are bound to find someone better for you.

Something in me changed when I met you, it's like you lit the candle again. But I know when you leave, the candle will burn out, and I'll be back in the dark.

I hope your love can be my only addiction some day.

It's times like these I'm happy I didn't end my time here for good.

You make me look forward to life again.

Maybe, at the end of this path, there is hope. And I think that hope is you.

I grew up on home cooked meals, love, and support. I grew up with Saturday soccer games and Sunday walks in the park.  I grew up with a roof over my head and someone to read me a bedtime story. I was blessed to be intelligent, healthy, and liked by my peers. I had a bright future ahead of me. I still do. But only if I change what I have become. This is not me. I was blessed with health - I will not let myself destroy that. I was blessed with intelligence - I will not let myself change that. I was blessed to be liked by people around me - I will not let my use break me. You won't break me. I will break you.

I stood in a crowded hallway, all around me people rushed around, but the only thought on my mind was what I could do to make you love me.