#pushyouaway

Jolted awake in the middle of the night. I could not pinpoint what it was. The heavy eerie feeling weighing on my heart. I wanted to scream out loud to release. You were next to me asleep not taking notice. Nudged and told you I had a nightmare You asked and I gave you a shielding answer. I wished you held me close longer. From then on I wanted you to be my comfort. Once I was awaken by this nightmare. The nightmares of real life begun. With more events spiraling down on me. I pulled you closer fast, for my own comfort. Putting my angers on you. Frustrated with you for things out of your control. Pushing you to your limits. Pushing you away. I can breath a little better. As dreams can be forgotten. But realities must be dealt with. This I do not know how yet. Running away does not mean it will end. The next step to be taken is unknown. Falling into the darkness once again may be possible. But I know how to pick myself back up again.

i keep trying to push you away but you never budge. you do everything in your power to keep me. what did i do to deserve that from you?

They are dotted along the beach at Geelong, Victoria, Australia. About 100 of them by the artist Jan Mitchell. Made from old bollards.