Had to get some blood pumping again before writing this damn essay sigh... Hmm should I be scared that I'm losing weight even though I'm #bulking right now?! Dafuq... Anyways, obviously I need to work on my #pushdays too. I can't #bench though, Urgh. Just did 5x5 with about 80-85% of my max weight. This is what happens when you don't have someone to spot you, too scared place the bar on your #chest for too long or even go down that low, because I don't want to crush myself 🙈 did some #accessorywork with dumbells and finished #chestday with some ugly ass #pushups 😂 I'm open for any #benching advice 😊 please helpppp! inb4 #doyouevenlift #noob #girlswholift #bulklife #strongnotskinny #workout2eat #timetoeat #someoneteachmehowtobench