what does a plushiegirl gotta do to get womanhandled around here???

my girlfriend won't stop moulting :(

i love going on Quests i love travelling an hour or so to do something that takes less than half an hour then coming back the same way

apologies for the vent but all i can think about right now as the idea that im not truly loveable, why else would i have ended up in so many shitty relationships? if i was lovable, they'd be good to me, treat me like a person and like im important to them. what am i doing that makes me hard to love? do i care too much? is it the fact i worry that the slightest mistakes will forever alter our relationship and ultimately lead to its breakdown? what am i doing wrong? i wanna do everything right. i want to be loveable.