#puppymode

Basically sometimes I enter this state where I feel like a puppy. I call this "going puppymode".

It's like I can't really talk well or think straight. My brain is focused on puppy thoughts only. I need to be treated like I'm a puppy... I can't really explain it well because my brain is really messed up when this happens.

I think this is weird for me, because I usually don't feel like this. I'm not a fan of physical touch. I don't like being near people. I don't want to be treated like some dumb puppy.

But in puppymode I desperately need someone to like keep me safe and calm almost?

I think this could be some sort of delusion or hallucination, but I'm not sure. Maybe a trauma response? An autism thing perhaps?

Puppymode usually happens when I'm upset, but sometimes it's random.

Thanks! I tried looking that up, and I think you're right.

It's just confusing and upsetting because my memories from puppymode are blurred and I act like a different person.

Lately I've been having episodes more often and I don't like it. :/