@pulchralโ said:ย ย โdonโt take this shit too serious.โ
the words go in one ear and right out the other, until he manages to catch them fading.ย how was he not supposed to take this seriously?ย stilwater was all sorts of fucked upโ almost more fucked up than los santos, and if lamar had it his way, he wouldโve been on the next flight out to california.ย instead, he finds himself in the saints row church, an expression that reads frozen and distressed curving into every single crevice of his countenance.ย this was fucked up.ย everything was fucked up and assumed to get even more fucked up.ย a deep breath is inhaled as he attempts to clear his expression, in signature lamar davis fashion, his head shaking for self-directed encouragement.ย ย ย โyeah, homieโ you right.ย not too serious.ย i donโt give a fuck what it is, i roll hard!ย ย big dog, big nuts, take no prisoners, all that shitโ you know?ย i got apache blood in me!โ
as the words depart from his lips, heโs unsure of who heโs trying to convince more,ย himself or johnny, that this future gig is accomplishable without one of them getting shot or killed.ย but if there was thing about lamar that resided inside his heart, it was thatย he was a winner.ย employee-of-the-monthย type shit.











