Insert from Chapter 1 of book #2. “I had dusted the mirror and found the love for myself through the swirl of the smear as the ammonia broke through the layers of neglect. It was then and only then I believed I was truly ready to fall a part and dismantle the life I had been living. I proudly wore my badge of honour that I had strength and a faith that was unbreakable but I had to be once again humbled to my truth. I had been looking in that mirror but I had yet to look beyond. As I looked in the mirror with a surprising realization that there was layers and images beyond that I was only going to see when I could stop lying to myself and take a real look with the eyes of a woman who did not want to see. I took a vow to live humble and asked to see my life with humility, this would take me to the layers of my weaknesses that had always been the creations of the stories I want to see. This humble I have come to also understand had been lying to me and the truth I would see in the words that could set me free. My strength was my weakness and this was to be the beginning of a kaleidoscope vision and the psychedelic view I was about to take. Thank god I had discovered my truth of the world of my greatness of strength had actually been my faith because it was going to take faith to get beyond this point. I was aware and had let all the pieces fall way through the process of the writing and creation of the More Than eExisting book and the program I often feel that was the easy part, forgiving everyone was easy because the hurt and pain had become so familiar it was easy. This is the hard part and this journey has taken me to awhile new level of understanding that the enlightenment would leave me standing naked in the reflection and seeing a shine a golden key is what I call it turning and a voice from the inside spoke so gently, “Do you see what I see?” I wanted so bad to go to the quick negative response but no! As my mouth opened and the response came out, “A woman, I see a woman!” As tears fell down my checks I felt compassion and as I looked at her the woman I had forgotten I for the first time felt her pain and not the pain of others.” #publishingsoon #author (at Corrie Thorne - The Spiritual Healer) https://www.instagram.com/p/CAEGZhvj3Ar/?igshid=2l5ze5ffvdsc
