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So much work to do; haven't done any of it. Procrastinating is all I accomplish. Seems impossible, convince me to give a shit. Motivation served on a silver dish. These dreams, though unattainable, will be worth it. Strength and determination; my dreams; my greatest wish. Existential crisis and what I've been through. Despite all these struggles, how do I continue?

There once was a woman in Calgary. Ever hopeful to win the lottery. And with all her friends. They spend their weekends. Swimming in a pool of daiquiri.

Dandruff Dry; brittle; split ends. Gonna try every remedy. To stop the snow descending from my head. Itchy scalp.

I want To be free; my greatest wish. Want to be more than I am. To get to know myself, to love myself. Freedom.

Another day of nothing. No inspiration in sight. Completely alluding. Another day of nothing. Please, write something. In my mind an eternal fight. No inspiration in sight.

Don’t know. Distracted. Can’t think. There’s nothing. Emptiness. A void. Nothing to say. Not today.

That day, the occasion, only once a year. Imagine the perfect day of the year. Sun shining and partly cloudy. The gentle breeze, lovely. In the dark of night, wet pants, the fear.