imagine not having absolutely debilitating chronic depression. imagine just going to the shops instead of waiting til ur literally starving then still maybe not going bc to go out u have to get dressed and before that u have to shower and before that u have to get out of bed and if u decide you can't manage a shower so u'll just put on layers and deodorant but u can't find ur deodorant bc a cat knocked it down somewhere and u don't have the energy to look for the deodorant so instead u decide to maybe just starve