Apr 16, 2021
akira thinking about all the bad things that have happened to him all in his seventeen years of living: wait maybe its my fault. jk..
#IT'S FUNNY TO ME(as an abuse survivor) because i cycle between two mentalities at all times:#1) i am god and if something does not go exactly my way then it's some sort of cosmic fluke#2) i am the literal spawn of the devil. i am a cursed child. im evil and i should die#and so does akira but you'll never know about the first one#akira does a lot of self blaming especially in relation to his mother (i only mention so much because it's the only thing i've gone semi#in depth on) but with other people? like naoko and shido?#PSHHHHHHHHHHH#anyway if i do any writing today ? well;)
