Good Thing I’m Breaking the Cycle
The same way my mom ignored my concern, her mom did the same to her when she told her she was raped. What my mom did to me, her mom did to her. Why is it okay to confide in me with that information, telling me how much it hurt you, and then turn around and do the same thing to me. I never learned to trust you mother. I learned that I was the one you dumped on when you felt daddy didn’t love you. You read your private diary entries to me when I was between the ages of 13 and 17. It’s so easy to hurt your own children and have no realization that you’re doing so. It’s a good thing I don’t ever want to have kids.
No one ever hears me when I cry for help. This is why people who commit suicide feel that is the only option. This is why those who are suffering never speak out because the ones they should trust, can’t be trusted. The abusers are always protected while the victim is shamed and punished. I HATE YOU!!! I HATE ALL OF YOU!!!
