Request - None, I got random inspirationβ¨
Twβs - None, unless if you count crying but theyβre happy tears <33
Genre - Fluff
Comments - I got random inspiration like, a month ago?? And just no finished it. It is currently 3 minutes past midnight as I type this. So please enjoy my suffering π₯²
Confessions
Today was like any other day in your college classes, being absolutely bored out of your mind, listening to the teacher ramble on about somethingβ¦ cells you think? Who knows, the only thing you know was that you were on the verge of a well deserved napβ¦
That was until there was a hand on your shoulder, lightly shaking you. You startled awake and turned to the owner of the hand. And when you did, you came face to face with an equally startled Aster, the shyest boy in the class. How you two became friends was a mystery to the rest of your classmates, and sometimes, even to you. But you donβt regret it for a second.
In the middle of the first semester, a new student, Aster, joined your class. He was incredibly shy, never talking to anyone, choosing the only empty desk in the class in the very very back of the class, alone. If someone did try talking to him, he would stutter out an excuse, pretend to not hear you and speed walk away, and would even sit in the library during lunch to avoid people. You noticed a lot of things about Aster just by watching him, he had piqued your interest after all.
The things you noticed werenβt too surprising. First off, he either didnβt have any friends on campus, or just didnβt have any at all, making you feel sorry for him. Second, he hated being touched by anyone. He would always flinch away from people coming too close to him, and even waited in classes long enough for the halls to empty a bit before going to his next class. And finally, he didnβt socialize, (shocker, huh?). And after watching Aster carefully for a month or so, you decided to try and be his friend!
..Which is easier said than done. He would always walk away from you whenever you tried to talk to him, which made you frustrated, but even more determined to befriend him. It finally happened when you decided to follow him to the library for lunch, and asked if you could sit with him during lunch. And ever since that day, youβve been friends.
And today, you two were gonna have lunch in the library like normal, but you had a surprise for Aster. Today, you were going to confess your growing feeling for the shy raven haired boy. How you might ask? Well, you had been planing this for about a week, and finally decided to make Aster cookies, put them in a nice bag with a note to give to Aster in the library, knowing how shy he can be around a lot of people.
You snapped out of your thoughts of how you were going to confess to Aster when he stuttered out something. βI.. uh.. s-sorry.. I d-didnβt mean t-to..β He said, looking away, quickly pulling his hand away from you, bringing it to his chest. You shake your head, giving him a soft smile before responding, βNo no, youβre fine Aster. All you did was startle me.β You had to say it gently, reassuringly to make sure he didnβt overthink and get stuck in his head.
Aster looks surprised when you reassure him, and gives you a look of wonder. His cheeks start to turn a soft pink color, his eyes wide when he looks at you. You nod, silently hoping that Aster wasnβt doubting himself like he used to do at the beginning of your friendship, and believed you.
You suddenly remembered about your plans to eat lunch in the library, and wanted to double check with him. βOh yeah! Are we still going to eat lunch in the library?β Aster hesitates to respond, almost in awe of your attitude towards him. Once he finishes his hesitation, he gives a quiet nod, then gives you a soft smile that makes your heart melt without fail. βY-Yeah, we are..β When he responds, thereβs a hint of nervousness in his voice and body language, showing that heβs still worried that heβll do something thatβll make you angry, or dislike him. But you give him a reassuring smile, so warm and full of kindness.. βGreat! Iβm excited!β You tell him, both showing how excited you were, but not too much so you donβt spook him. Aster smiles, feeling at ease thanks to your eagerness. It even gives him confidence, despite his normally shy demeanor.
βIβm a little excited too..β He says quietly, but the happiness in his voice still shown.
~At the end of class~
Once the bell rings, signaling the end of class and the beginning of lunch, you pack up your stuff, and wait for Aster to be ready to leave the room. Aster walks up to you once heβs done packing his stuff up. βReady to go?β You ask, wanting to make sure Aster was ready before just leaving. And he was surprised when you did, instead of just deciding for him. βIβmβ¦ Well, Iβm ready.β He says, and starts to walk alongside you. βThe library, right?β You nod, βYep, and~ I got a little surprise for you!~β you pull out a small decorative bag and show it to Aster.
Asterβs eyebrows raise curiously, eyes wide as he stares at the mysterious bag. βWhat is it?β He sounds nervous when he asks, not used to getting presents. But if itβs from you, heβll appreciate it, whatever it is. βYouβll just have to wait until we get to the library to find out!β You exclaim, thereβs a pep in your step now, adoring the curiosity in Asterβs face.
Aster smiles at your joy. Even though he may be anxious about whatβs inside of the mysterious decorative bag, it was an enjoyable thought to him.
As you two walk to the library, thereβs a silence around you, a comfortable one, leaving Aster with a small smile on his face. βI hope I like it,β Aster spoke again, making an effort to keep the conversation going. Although heβs quiet about it, heβs trying, for you.
βI hope so too, I spent a couple of days thinking about this, and only decided on one idea yesterday..β You admitted sheepishly, rubbing the back of your neck with the hand that wasnβt holding your gift to Aster.
Aster was surprised at how long you had planned this little gift for him, but was flattered at the same time. He wasnβt used to it. And he wanted to pay the favor back, but wasnβt sure how to. The best thing Aster could think of at the moment was to try and express how much it meant to him. βThank you, truly. That means a lot to me, no one has ever spent that much time on a present for me.β You could hear the gratitude in his voice, as clear as day.
You blushed at how sweet Aster was about his gratitude, but look away before he can see it. βGeeβ¦ now Iβm really anxious for you to open it,β you muttered under your breath, just as you both reach the doors to the library.
βDonβt be.β Aster said quickly, reassuringly. Your comment about being anxious made his heart beat faster, still not used to people caring about him. βIβm sure Iβll love it. The thought alone makes me love it already.β He smiled warmly at you, giving you even more reassurance than before with that smile and his kind words.
You blush again, deeper this time, not once expecting Aster to hear your muttering. But you smile anyways, walking towards your usual table on the corner of the library, and sit down with Aster taking the chair across from you.
Aster is smiling a bit from the light pink color of your cheeks. He feels more at ease seeing you smile, your happiness spreading to him, making him less anxious. βYou have no idea, how much you mean to me,β Aster says quietly, his face lightening up with a small smile of his own. He always seems to have a calm and relaxed demeanor when heβs around you. βIβm very lucky to be allowed to call you my friend.β
Your blush grows impossibly deeper. You look away quickly, and slide the mystery bag over to Aster. βH-hereβ¦ I uh, hope you like themβ¦β Aster opened the bag to reveal chocolate chip cookies. They were cooked long enough to not fall apart in your hands, but not too long for them to still be soft and melt in your mouth deliciously.
When Aster saw what was in the bag, a huge smile lit up his face. βYou baked these?β He asked, looking even more excited than before. The cookies were perfect, Aster wasnβt sure if he wanted to eat the cookies or stare at them in awe forever. βThey look great!β
You nodded, smiling shyly at the praise, then remember that there was something else in the bag Aster had yet to take notice of. βThereβs a, umβ¦ a n-note in the bag..β The mentioning of the note surprised Aster, his face lightening up even more. βYou wrote a note as well? Youβre so sweet!β He seems so genuinely surprised, but also touched that you did all of this for him. Aster reaches into the bag and pulls out the note carefully.
βCan I read it?β He asked softly, wondering what was in the note. You nodded, looking away as he opened the note, reading this:
βAster, since the moment I laid eyes on you, there was something about you that drew me in. I remember the day I walked up to you and we started talking as if it were yesterday. That moment was the start of an amazing friendship, (in my very humble opinion at least.) But lately, I felt my feelings for youβ¦ changingβ¦. not in a bad way though. But I think I.. like you, Asterβ¦ But itβs completely fine if you donβt feel the same way! I just.. wanted to tell you how I feltβ¦β
Aster was quiet for a moment as he reads the note, his cheeks turning pink as his eyes widen, seemingly speechless. A few tears escape his eyes as he quickly gets up from his chair and walks over to you, wrapping you into a tight hug. He doesnβt even need to tell you how he feels, his actions being all the answer you need.
βT-Thank you so much.. I like you too..β He says softly between sniffles. You gasped at the sudden hug, not quite expecting it since how Aster avoided being touched by absolutely everyone at all costs. But after you got over your shock, you slowly, but hesitantly, wrap your arms around him as well, feeling a few tears roll down your cheeks as well from all of the emotions youβre feeling.
Despite Asterβs usual avoidance of touch, he hugged you for a good while as you both shed tears of joy in each otherβs embraces. He holds you tight, putting every ounce of love and affection into the hug he possibly can, letting you know silently how much he cares about you and your growing relationship, but he slowly pulls away from the hug and holds your hands in his gently. When you look at his face, his cheeks are pink with tear streaks running down them with a gentle smile to bring it all together.
Notes - It is now 12:15 π₯² crying. Please make sure to point out any mistakes you see, and I'll be sure to correct them ^^
