#profic selfshipper

don't get me wrong they look awesome but I have no idea have no idea what they are - I'm guessing a bug of some sort😭

also how did they die? unless they were born in hell

OH MY GOD OKAY OKAY SOOO—hang on, give me a second to collect my info—OK, I'M READY NOW!!! Your gonna need to find a comfy spot because Psyche is like… a whole thing. She’s not just “a bug” (though like… you’re not TOTALLY wrong because there’s definitely some ant energy in there).

Design wise? She’s an ant mushroom hybrid sinner demon. Yeah. An antshroom. (A trippy little spore bug queen if you will.) Like, imagine if a fairy, a fungus, and a kaleidoscope had a lovechild that crawled out of the cracks of a rave floor. She’s got glowing skin with shifting colors, eyes like a literal kaleidoscope, and her hair looks like chopped mushroom gills that move when she talks, and and... like if you looked at her too long you’d start seeing sounds and tasting colors.

AND HER WHOLE THING—her entire deal—is hallucinogens. Like, she is literally THE Overlord of Psychedelia in Hell. She controls every hallucinogenic and trippy substance down there. Her mushrooms grow off anything (objects, people, herself, the Vees 👀) and each one gives a different kind of hallucination. The ones she grows from herself are the most powerful and addictive—people say they let you “see God,” but joke’s on them, the “God” they’re seeing is literally just Psyche fuckin with them.

And since you asked how she died… it’s not like confirmed confirmed, but the general idea floating around my head is that she probably OD’d during a 90s rave (maybe on April 19th, aprith 20th, or June 20th—for the irony.). Like, imagine a girl who was the life of every part buuuut she took one trip too far and never came back. So when she hit Hell, she didn’t even notice she died. She just kept vibing. She’s still high. Permanently. It's literally part of her chachter.

Sent one of my IRL friends my art because I was really proud of how it turned out! Except... They didint respond for a few minutes; obviously I was like “It's ok, they're probably just busy”.

When I checked back after a few minutes they had respond—Obviously I had been expecting them to compliment it or maybe give it some constructive criticism! INSTEAD they sent a picture back to me and said they asked AI to redraw my OC in it's source style... Which was both an insult to my beliefs and personal style.

I'm very much openly anti-AI so I'm not really sure how to respond to them doing this... I haven't done anything yet but I'm wondering if I'm just, overacting? Ya know?

Speaking of all the little people up in my head (They're all just my self Inserts and ocationally a f/o pops in to see us (Am I even aloud to use the term us?)) is there, like, a word for that? Tumblr mutuals help me... Help me tumblr mutuals... /hj /silly

Reporters : May we ask how you came up with the whole idea of reincarnation? Knowing you it must have been to represent some form of tragic symbolism—”

Me : It made me sad when I realized that Nykteris is an immortal but his lovers weren't :(”

Reporters : “Ok... uh.... and the fact that he's lost them sixty two times doesn't make you sad?”

Me : “No? It's not that he HAS to loose them, it's that he GETS to love them again—At least that's how the little Nykteris that lives in my brain explained it!”

Reporters : “Awww, that's actually really swee—The what now?!”

Me : “Bye bye!" *Snaps my fingers and then they disappear in a flash of blinding light* “Well, that was fun!”

I deeply need someone to ask me about how Nykteris' asexuality affect his realashionships with his soon to be husbands... /nf / hj

Just a reminder, your f/o loves you for who you are, and that means ALL of you! They will accept you always, no matter what. My blog will also ALWAYS be a safe space for disabled selfshippers.

With love, a mentally disabled selfshipper.

You don't owe ANYONE an explanation for why you see them in a familial way

You shouldn't have to defend why you see them as a familial figure, even if other people don't get it and/or make fun of you for it.

There is no such thing as a 'too big' or 'too small' of a family

Family looks different for everyone, and if your family is different than from most people expect, that is perfectly okay!