Better than Nothing
Batfamily x Masochist! Reader
I haven't see the blog of problematic reader yet so I made one! To satisfy myself kink of course! And wow I enjoy this that I though! And I hope you are too.
TW⚠️‼️: harsh word, violence, bleeding so a little!, AMAB! Reader
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"I'm sorry.."
The screen of batcave is showing the footage of you were kicked by robbered tossed around like a rag doll and end up in alley's garbage pile explains a lot why you were in the bad shape.
For a moment there is silence of their calculate to respond you while you facing down to your sweating hands.
Before you lifted the face up. Anything,you will take it.
But Bruce just looks at you with soft eyes what? Don't look at me like that and said with tender tone than usual "you must be tired, (name)."
Huh?
Dick who stand beside you crouched and faced to you also said "I'm agree with him, how about ... resting until you feel better?"
No
Tim switched the screen the information analysis "you're doing a great job, we got their schedule as their unexpected incident."
"By beating you up, great job." Said, Damian.
"Damian!" Dick yells his name
No no no stop it.
Jason "I will take care the rest of them. Don't worry, (Name)."
"I count on you, Jason." Bruce place his hand on his back before leaving the room, no excuses.
NO SHUT UP
This is not the way you want to be !! Not them calming cooing forgiving you like over your mistakes. They don't yell, punch your face or yank your collar shouting at your face how stupid you were. Like they are expecting nothing for you.
You tired again, to fix it. To let them count on you again with unstable voice.
"I- I- I can fix it! Please let me—"
"No, (name) your wounds will open."
No cold shoulder.
"But—"
"We can handle this, little one!"
No yanking your collar.
"Right, and doctor said you need recovery at last a few weeks."
No disappointed look.
You just nothing to them they don't expect anything from you !!! You want to throw the valid tantrum. All you need is their highs expectations on you.
You failed to them, they have to be angry, to disappoint or or or anything! Not this soft worried eyes like you were a child! And NO the wounds have zero effect on you, your bone just broke and it's normal! They use to let Tim who is half alive from joker on patrolling, so can you!
You pacing in your room like a mad man pulled your hairs and mumbles They can't they can't THEY CAN'T ACT LIKE THIS. I'm not a child they need to comfort me or novice to be praise with little things! You bite your nail to think about how to make them trust again, depend on you again or look at you... you make a plan. A big plan.
So you wait patiently. You act like a confident hero around them, do everything perfectly excellently to gain their trust. You were drowning with their trustworthy and you will choke from it, you believe.
when the time arrives.
when the unmistakable mission upon. The batfamily is on the act and you are in the shadow ready to end the mission, to fly like a swan in the end.
But the swan was shot.
You made a mistake with a little Oops left from your mouth.
The moment mission failed and unchangeable you turned to look at them but you see the stars instead. Dick punches right in your face.
"We trust it you! And you ruined it!!" Dick, your good brother, is yelling at your face. His last straw snapped and everyone supposed to stop but their just watched you in disappointed.
He shakes you to make some sense in you but only thing you can feel is a blessing.
While your euphoria run through your body, your face is hot and sparkles glows in your eyes, You have to crawl to their feet for sake of chance, act like a dog begs for their forgiveness with pleasure.
You cling on their heartbroken, how hight trustworthy on you so they breakdown.
Fuck you are hard right now.
your nose bleeding from pleasure instead of Dick's anger. you don't dare to lift your head both of how overstimulated you and unwanted them to see how ecstatic over the insult.
At lest their reaction means you still matter to them
Even good or bad
Better than nothing.
(I like when they present Dick as angry issue in skin of Golden boy or good brother c'mon everyone has their issues at least 200.)
(I thinks about the alter way if they trust you are unmistakable Like god or smt.)
