Finally dating someone, for the first time in...literal years. And I’m worried I’m fucking it up bc I’m so out of practice. I can’t tell if she’s mad at me or if I’m just overthinking like I usually do. Or maybe she is irritated about something but it has NOTHING to do with me. But I always feel like everything is my fault bc- childhood trauma. And abandonment issues 🙃
It’s only been a couple months but things have been going SO well. It’s just the past couple days that have been weird. She’s been home in OH for a couple weeks and we’ve talked pretty much all day, everyday since she’s been home and FaceTime at least once or twice everyday. We’ve barely spoken the past couple days. She flies back tomorrow, so I hope things will go back to normal but I’m really stressed out about it. Like, stomach in knots stressed out smh.
Am I just overthinking this? Someone help me, plz 😩














