i also dont know why but i feel like im just being ignored in general as well, like my existence is some kind of stain on their wall or something. im again saying in general and not my friends because at least im acknowledged by them sometimes.

Im recognizing what happened to me and its terrifying, y'know?

"Sanato etiam vulnere, cicatrix manet"

"Even when a wound is healed, a scar remains"

This is the tattoo, the quotes in Latin.

as much as I love block tales and it's characters, I also need to admit that it's sort of ruined me in a way. due to the game and its community, I feel like I've started neglecting myself. my room's a mess and I haven't made my bed in a month, all because I'm too busy consuming block tales content. I feel like the game's caused a divide with me and my friends as well, as it seems like all I talk about is the game. my friends aren't into it, so I feel like an outcast even in my own friend group. I've drawn the characters and just... robloxians in general so much to the point it feels like my artstyle's regressed. yet I can't stop thinking about block tales.

I feel empty.

I want to take a break, but I can't.

I'm saying this because I can't really express myself physically but I can always truthfully say it just as long as no one knows me.