princesskitah said: i wish i could help, please dont think like that, youre so important to this world dont ever beat yourself up like that<3

gwiboonie said: NOO! youre such an angel pls stay. i wish i could comfort you in person. i truly hope u feel better and stop thinking that way. sorry im not so good with words but youre very important♥♥

playboytaemin said: I don’t think you should. I think you should stay here - with us, but also for yourself. You have to give yourself the chance to live, my darling.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Wow I haven't done many of these. Thank you for tagging me princesskitah and dae-kekemato <3 Also, sorry for being mad late 

WHAT WAS YOUR:

Last Beverage:  Thai tea bubble tea Last phone call: My friend Debby Last text message: My best friend Lilah Last song you listened to: Ed Sheeran: I'm a mess Last time you cried: Like a week ago? idk

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: nope  Been cheated on: no Kissed someone and regretted it: no Lost someone special: yes  Been depressed: yes Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 

Lavender, maroon, and pink. 

Last year (2013), have you:

Made a new friend: yes Fallen out of love: yea Laughed until you cried: all the time my friends get ridiculous late at night   Met someone who changed you: i don't think so? probably is some way  Found out who your true friends are: yes jfc  Found out someone was talking about you: sadly yes Kissed anyone on your FB friends list: yes

GENERAL:

How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life:  Most of them, but I'm not really friends with them nor do I really talk to them all that much.

FIRSTS:

First surgery: I've never had surgery First piercing: I got my ears pierced when I was like 6 months old? First best friend: A girl named Sierra who was my mother's friend's daughter. First sport you joined: Soccer (I think)

First vacation: I went to Argentina to visit my family

First pair of trainers: idk

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: I ate pizza a while ago Drinking: water

I’m about to:  go sleep maybe   Listening to: Paramore: Emergency 

Waiting for: my teacher to put up my test grade

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids: I'm kinda scared of the prospect of having kids but I would like to start my own family in the future. Maybe I'll adopt idk

get married: I want to but I don't know if i'll be able to find the right guy. I haven't had much luck so far. 

Career: I really enjoy art and I think it would be interesting to study something art related but the future may have something else in store for me.

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: Eyes Hugs or Kisses: Hugs are the best Shorter or Taller: Taller Older or younger: Older Romantic or Spontaneous: why not both? Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach probably

Sensitive or Loud: sensitive I guess? Extremes of both traits would be too much for me though

Hook-up or relationship: right now probably a hook-up  Trouble maker or hesitant: I like someone who is firm in their decisions but not aggressive or too cocky.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: yes Drank hard liquor: no

Lost glasses/contacts: nope I don't wear glasses

Sex on first date: not on a date

Broke someones heart: maybe? I don't think I've hurt anyone too badly but I've turned a couple people down because I wasn't comfortable with the prospect of dating them. Been Arrested: no Turned someone down:  yes ^ Cried when someone died:  yes Fallen for a friend: yes. most of my one-sided loves tbh

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: sometimes Miracles: not really Love at first sight: I don't really get it. I understand thinking someone is attractive at first sight but I couldn't possibly love someone before getting to know them first.  Heaven: no Santa Clause: no Kiss on the first date: yes? why is this something to "believe" in? Angels: no