#princesschiii

keep going not trying to enter the void. because the end goal is that you ARE already good at entering the void which is why you ARE entering today/tonight/tomorrow [whatever fits]. do not stop. giving up wasn’t ever an option my love. this shi is too easy too nice and YOU’RE TOO SUCCESSFUL!!

chi out, muah!!

i only just started using @adambja ‘s tapes yesterday partially bc id kept forgetting to use them and also bc i wasn’t rlly a big fan of affirmation tapes. BUT.

i had listened to the free “i am in control” tape and i kid u not, after four listens (and mind you it’s like midnight btw by this time so i thought that everyone was sleeping) my mum busts into my room to tell me she’s just gone ahead and given me £30 FOR NO REASON! ANDDD she said that if i send her some stuff she’ll just buy it and the spending limit is like £50!!

after she told me this, i was just smiling to myself all smug like ‘yeah, damn right you will’ 😈 (typing that made my insides scream but guys pls don’t disrespect ur parents just because ur the OPERANT POWAAAA HAHAHAHA 😝)

so yeah i was just abt to go on a cheeky shopping spree for this rlly fancy event we have coming up and now my biggest problem is WHAT BAG SHOULD I BUYYYY ?!😩😩 [poll incoming]

i love being able to talk and feel like a spoiled brat (in the best way)lmao, it’s in my nature 💁🏾‍♀️✨

ty subconscious, and ty @adambja 🫶🏾

chi out 💋🩷

-make at least one new friend at an upcoming event

-figure out a nice makeup routine for that event

-tap into the void and shift to my dr

-hear a specific sentence from sp

-get a job

-start theatre club

-start going to bed at 9:30pm

-be on time for school every day for one week

AHHH